Say "NO" to double life!! BE TRANSPARENT!! always Truthful.. =)

today had a meet up with ej.. wah!! a long time since we two can really sit down and catch up.. i am glad to know this great guy of God.. he inspired me lots and encouraged me lots..

3 years back.. i told myself this "EEeee yer!! who is this!! y CHUP so much into my life!! Church is church, my life is my life"
but found myself growing so much under his guidance and mentorship..

i looked back and find all these so impossible.. well, these all started when i decided to open my life and be TRANSPARENT TOTALLY.. (i must admit it took a whole lot out of me to say everything from the past)

i can still rember the words i told him that even as our relationship is not close, i want to be SUCK his power for God.. lol.. and our journey of friendship/mentorship/discipleship started from there.. calling him everyday and accounting nv was difficult for me.. dialogue with him is always easy.. i want to grow in the Lord, he helps me with it by sharing his.. i ALWAYS ask questions, he clears the doubt for me.. all these came easy bcoz i am serious about growing and building my foundation on JESUS!! =D

being serious in growing, i told myself i cannot live a double life.. in church one pattern, outside pattern more than badmington.. understanding i got old friends and circumstances that will jio jio me back to my old self. But i stood firm and told myself God MUST comes 1st! i hold myself tightly with ej in accounting my TRUE thoughts and feelings with him.. knowing and believing God will use my leader to guide me.. (that's y i am under him..) and he helped me, advised me and groomed me.. my walk becomes easier and faster..

the Lord always wants to build us, His people.. but we really need to stop all foolish acts of living a double life.. being open and transparent is the KEY to a renew life..

1Cor13:11
"When i was a child, i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i reasoned like a child. When i became a man, i put my CHILDISH ways behind me"

Let's Grow Up brothers for the Lord! Glory be to Him!!

Rember: our decision determines our destiny!!
where and who you want to be 5 years down the road?? think about it man!! (i don't care what people will say! i'm running after YOU!! woohoo!!)