Look at the Lord!

I had a pretty undesirable day in school…..
I was accused by a project mate in school being “Useless”
Gosh! I was so infuriated by it as the classmate was a free-rider in my group who contributed basically nothing to our group!

At the moment I retaliated at the classmate by screaming off my lungs at her, Yes! It’s a her…. I am rarely so angry. So, today I came back home feeling very unappreciated sometimes and I totally felt like a 烂好人！！!

I remembered in James 1:19-20 It says “My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man’s anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires” 
Though I know about this yet there was his feeling of unrest within me!!!

Than God told me son, what will rebuking do you? Yes! you feel justified for the unjust that others had upon you but you will fall short of me, your anger is not going to display my righteousness. I was finally brought to peace when God showed me Pslam37:3

Psalm 37:7-8
Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, they carry out their wicked schemes. Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret – in only leads to evil.

I will only turn to be a evil grudge ridden man, harboring only hatred to my friend and what good does it do to me. Be still and God will vindicate me! I do not yearn for who I am in others eyes but I only yearn who I am in Jesus eyes. 

Bobby