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2010-01-14T16:12:00.003+08:00

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Daily Devotion: John 21

2009-10-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

²⁰Peter turned and saw that the disciple whom Jesus loved was following them. (This was the one who had leaned back against Jesus at the supper and had said, "Lord, who is going to betray you?") ²¹When Peter saw him, he asked, "Lord, what about him?" ²²Jesus answered, "If I want him to remain alive until I return, what is that to you? You must follow me."

Our decision to follow Jesus must solely come from our own initiative and decision. It must not be banked on others nor their decisions. In a sense, Jesus was telling Peter to M.Y.O.B - Mind Your Own Business. Whether others decide to follow or not, it should not matter to us. What matters is "What About Us?"

Application:

1. Stop standing at the by-line today and always following others' faith. Make a personal decision today to follow Jesus.

2. Make this prayer to the Lord today. Tell the Lord, "Lord, I will follow you with all my heart. No turning back Lord. When the going gets tough, help me to deny myself and focus on you. In Jesus name I ask and pray. Amen."

Daily Devotion: John 20

2009-10-03T08:23:00.002+08:00

Jesus appears to Mary Magdalene

¹⁶Jesus said to her, "Mary."
She turned toward him and cried out in Aramaic, "Rabboni!" (which means Teacher).

Jesus appears to his Disciples

¹⁹On the evening of that first day of the week, when the disciples were together, with the doors locked for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood among them and said, "Peace be with you!" ²⁰After he said this, he showed them his hands and side. The disciples were overjoyed when they saw the Lord.

Jesus appears to Thomas

²⁷Then he said to Thomas, "Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe."

²⁸Thomas said to him, "My Lord and my God!"

It's interesting to note from the scripture here in John 20, that despite the despair, grief and sadness that the disciples and Mary feel from the loss of Jesus (bear in mind it was not just a physical loss, but also a boggle in their mind whether whatever Jesus has said and taught them were true), they recognized Jesus through his voice (example of Mary) and by what they see (example of disciples).

This clearly shows that in those times that they have spent with the Lord, they have built such a close relationship with Him that they know and recognize Him. Such that when they hear his voice or see Him, they will recognise Him! They are not strangers or unfamiliar to Jesus!

The disciples may have harbored doubts towards Jesus in the beginning (after crucification). But once they saw Jesus themselves, they believed and never doubted. Subsequently, they moved on to testify and their lives were radically transformed.

Application:

1. Do we recognise the Lord whenever we see Him at work in our lives? Example: When certain things come true for us, do we credit it to God? Or do we just say it is 'lucky'?

2. Start by giving thanks today for how blessed we are by God. List down at least 10 thanksgiving you can give to the Lord for this week and praise Him for it.

3. Are we harboring any doubts about Jesus despite all He has shown and provided for us in your Christian faith? Repent of the doubt and unbelief today and receive what Jesus says, "Stop doubting and believe.... Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."

Daily Devotion: John 19

2009-10-02T10:26:00.002+08:00

Jesus Sentenced to be Crucified

¹⁶Finally Pilate handed him over to them to be crucified.

If you have been following through the scripture from John 18-19, you probably would be quite upset with Pontius Pilate - the guy who eventually caved in to social pressure, washed his hands off the case and handed Jesus back over to the Jews for crucification.

"Gosh! If Pilate had stood his ground and not given in to the Jews demands, then Jesus would have been saved!"

"Why was Pilate such a wimp? He's the governor, so why is he so afraid of the people?"

The truth is nothing could have changed God's plan that Jesus had to die for our sins.

However, if we look at how Pilate reacted to the situations then, it would be a classic example that he didn't hold firm and fought to the end for Jesus. He did try at some point.... but didn't dare to incur the wrath of the people and wilted under social pressure.

Application:

1. Do we compromise our Christian faith in way when under social pressure?

2. Sometimes it's hard to stand firm by oneself. Identify fellow Christian in your marketplace and gather together to pray and encourage each other in holding firm ground as a Christian and not compromise on our faith in God.

Daily Devotion: John 18

2009-10-01T10:58:00.003+08:00

The High Priest questions Jesus

²⁰"I have spoken openly to the world," Jesus replied. "I always taught in synagogues or at the temple, where all the Jews come together. I said nothing in secret. ²¹Why question me? Ask those who heard me. Surely they know what I said."

²²When Jesus said this, one of the officials nearby struck him in the face. "Is this the way you answer the high priest?" he demanded.

Jesus before Pilate

³¹Pilate said, "Take him yourselves and judge him by your own law." "But we have no right to execute anyone," the Jews objected.

³⁹But it is your custom for me to release to you one prisoner at the time of the Passover. Do you want me to release 'the king of the Jews'?"

⁴⁰They shouted back, "No, not him! Give us Barabbas!" Now Barabbas had taken part in a rebellion.

As I read this very sad part of the scripture, I just couldn't comprehend how barbaric, ignorant, insecure and "stupid" the Jews have become! It seemed that there was no room for discussion or to hear any petitions regarding Jesus... they were just bent on condemning Jesus to be sentenced to death.

Yes, it may have been instigated by the Pharisees, but the rest simple follow suit because they were either:

1. Blinded as well - swayed in by the Pharisees explanations.

2. Couldn't accept the radical and hard truth teaching from Jesus (found it an abomination to their customary law - in our case today is logic)

3. Crowd follower who didn't want to get into trouble with the Pharisees.

There came a tipping point where they chose to harden their heart and decided against Jesus.

How about us today? In our faith journey with Him, do we do our best to trust and rely on Jesus? Or are we easily swayed and influenced by the non-believing friends and people around us? Have we 'rejected' Jesus because of some biblical `hard teachings that we cannot accept taught forth by the Church or leaders?

Application:

1. Evaluate our Christian life honestly and ask ourselves, "How are we behaving as a Christian in front of our non-believing friends and family members?" Do we hold back, compromise or are bold to live out as a Christian?

2. It is always easy to just be a crowd follower and be socially accepted by people around us. But it takes true guts to stand up for what we believe in. Why is it that at times we do not dare to stand up for the truth in Christ? Is it because we don't believe in Jesus? Or we are more afraid of man?

Daily Devotion: John 17

2009-09-30T08:29:00.002+08:00

³Now this is eternal life: that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent.

How do we really know that we have known Jesus?

1. Obedience to God's Word (vs. 6)

2. Knowledge that everything we have comes from the Father (vs. 7)

3. Acceptance of the Word of God (vs. 8a)

4. Wholehearted belief that Jesus came to die for our sins (vs. 8b)

Application:

1. Reflect on these 4 areas and how are we doing in them?

2. What are some areas that we need to improve on in this journey of really knowing and believing in Jesus?

3. Identify some of the struggles which are holding you back and account to your cell leader to pray together with you.

Daily Devotion: John 16

2009-09-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

³³"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

I was pondering through this verse today and wondering what Jesus meant by "these things". It seemed so important because it sounded like that if we knew what "these things" were, then we would have peace in our hearts!

As I look through the scripture, it dawned upon to me what "these things" meant.

We can have peace in our hearts because:

1. We know that Jesus is always with us (vs. 16 & 22). Though Jesus may not physically be with us, but He has given us the wonderful counselor - Holy Spirit - to reside within each and everyone of us.

2. We are confident and assured of our place in God, therefore whatever earthly problems and troubles we face, it doesn't trouble us greatly (vs. 22-24). With this knowledge in mind, it helps us to be God-conscious instead of Self-conscious. Ever realized this? Most of our problems occur because we are too self-conscious / too conscious of how people look at us.

My Personal Application:

Honestly, I was very nervous this morning when I had to lead the combined staff worship. However, knowing these two things in my heart gave me the liberty in Christ.

Firstly, I know that as I lead the worship, it is not me alone, but the Holy Spirit is with me and in fact He is using me to minister to the people through worship.

Secondly, I know that even if I screw up the worship, God still loves me and I will still have a place in His Kingdom. That gave me the assurance to go out and worship with all my heart, focusing my attention on God instead of how man would look at me.

Daily Devotion: John 15

2009-09-28T08:25:00.003+08:00

The Vine and the Branches

⁴Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.

⁵"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. ⁶If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. ⁷If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. ⁸This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.

Many times we have the wrong mindset of what a Christian should be. We often think of Christians as weak, not a fighter, quiet, simple life...etc. Far too often we never thought that a Christian would be someone who is successful (or even rich) and is a striking role model at a high level. Someone who can balance between God's work and marketplace work. And often we think that God wants it this way... WRONG!

God wants us to be successful! (vs. 8)... but there is a post condition. Successful for what? Read on in Vs. 8 and it says that "showing yourselves to be my disciples"

God wants us to be successful so that we can show the world that we are His disciples! So that we can lead people to glorify Jesus! So that people and us can praise God the provider!

However, Jesus know that it is very difficult to balance between being successful in the world and also serving passionately in church. That's why this passage of scripture teaches us a basic biblical truth to embrace in that rough journey.

The solution is: "Remain in Him"

What does "Remaining in Him" means? Well, it simply means putting and considering Jesus first in all things and obeying his Word. Be it decision making, doing our work, talking to people, responding to people.... etc. We "remain in Him" by putting Jesus first and not ourselves.

Application:

1. Are there any major decisions you have to make this week? Instead of planning and strategizing how the decision could profit yourself or your organisation, why not pray and ask God how you can honor Him and remain in Him through this decision.

2. Are there any "hard teachings" that the Lord is prompting you to follow despite your dislike? Make a deliberate choice to remain in Him and follow through.

3. Involve one of your brother / sister in the cell group as an accountability buddy to check on you on remaining in God this week.

Daily Devotion: John 14

2009-09-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

Jesus Promises the Holy Spirit

¹⁶And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Counselor to be with you forever— ¹⁷the Spirit of truth.
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²⁵"All this I have spoken while still with you. ²⁶But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.

What really will refresh our so-called 'boring' quiet time is really that sudden spark of revelation. But have you ever wondered where such sparks come from? Or how we are able to have an exciting quiet time everyday that is filled with revelations?

The answer comes in the form of a special form of connection - the Holy Spirit Broadband Connection.

Honestly, the scripture will just remain no different from a story book unless the Word of God comes alive and speak to us. Such will only happen when we allow the Holy Spirit to accompany us in reading the scripture in faith instead of through our eyes of logic.

Instead of just jumping straight to reading the scripture daily, start by praying in tongues for 5-10 minutes to stir up our spirit man and let the Holy Spirit energize us.

Ask the Holy Spirit to remove the human logical scales on our natural eyes and grant us supernatural eyes to see the Word of God come alive! Ask the Holy Spirit to reveal truth through the written word of God.

Daily Devotion: John 13

2009-09-26T22:50:00.002+08:00

¹²When he had finished washing their feet, he put on his clothes and returned to his place. "Do you understand what I have done for you?" he asked them. ¹³"You call me 'Teacher' and 'Lord,' and rightly so, for that is what I am. ¹⁴Now that I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also should wash one another's feet. ¹⁵I have set you an example that you should do as I have done for you. ¹⁶I tell you the truth, no servant is greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him. ¹⁷Now that you know these things, you will be blessed if you do them.

It's just astonishes me that this would be the passage of scripture that is "assigned" for my devotion on my birthday! Indeed, this is another scripture that has inspired me in my journey as cell leader.

The greatest leader is one who is also a great servant. Before one wants to lead, he must learn to serve. This example was set by Jesus himself.

Application:

1. Have you been active serving in any area in cell/church? If no, why not?

2. Take an active step today to serve one brother or sister in the cell group.

Daily Devotion: John 12

2009-09-26T00:44:00.003+08:00

²³Jesus replied, "The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. ²⁴I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. ²⁵The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. ²⁶Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me.

This is the key scripture that I always hear Ps Adrian share ever since I started out my journey in coming back as a believer, and then moving on to being a leader and after which serving actively in ministry. =D

Many time people ask me what drives me to serve at the capacity I am going in ministry? Is it the "lucrative rewards", prominent status or pride in leading large number of people?

Honestly, none of these are true. If these were true, I probably would have dropped out of God's work much earlier because of pride issues.

What keeps me going is knowing that the life that I live now (today)... however I choose to live it, it will have an impact and influence on the people around me. So I can choose to either leave a good, positive, lasting influence..... or be famous for all the yucky bad reasons.

I chose the former... and that's the hard part. Because with that choice, it literally means I have to 'die' daily. Die to some of my desires and dreams. Die to my conveniences. Sacrifice seems to always to be greater in the equation.

Each time I come to a crossroad of challenging decisions, this first pops up and I ask myself, "How else can I 'die' such that people can have life and be blessed in what I decide?"

Application:

1. What are some things we have to sacrifice or 'die' to in order that we may have life? Example: Sacrifice watching our favorite TV show to do Quiet Time.

2. What are some things we have to sacrifice or 'die' to in order OTHERS may have life? Example: Going down the extra mile to help a fellow brother/sister which may inconvenient our pre-arranged schedule.

3. When we struggle to 'die', think about it. Is it because we can't do it? Or we don't want to do it? Take some time to reflect and see if are there any selfish thoughts we are holding?

Daily Devotion: John 11

2009-09-24T08:23:00.002+08:00

Jesus Raises Lazarus from the Dead

³⁸Jesus, once more deeply moved, came to the tomb. It was a cave with a stone laid across the entrance. ³⁹"Take away the stone," he said.
"But, Lord," said Martha, the sister of the dead man, "by this time there is a bad odor, for he has been there four days."

⁴⁰Then Jesus said, "Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?"

I'm once again reminded of what Ps Ed Silvoso shared with us - "If you want to see what you've never seen before, then start doing what you've never done before!"

But in the process of doing things which we have never done before i.e. moving in faith, there are bound to be obstacles which we need to overcome! And I would term these as stone(s) which we need to roll away.

When we think about rolling away these spiritual obstacles i.e. stones, the battle within our minds begin where seemingly logical and valid reasons will stop us from doing so.

But if we really believe God and that He is powerful, and will work things out for the good of those who loves Him (Romans 8:28), we will push ahead and roll away the stone(s).

Application:

1. Can you identify what are some of these "stone(s)" which prevent you from moving in faith or trusting God 100%? Examples: Fear, insecurity, pass hurts / disappointments, sin... etc.

2. What practical ways do you think your cell group can help you in rolling away these stone(s)? Example: Keep me accountable, spotcheck on me, encourage me more... etc.

3. Re-evaluate your faith goals 2009. Pray and ask God to re-ignite a fresh passion in you to believe in Him to move in faith.

Daily Devotion: John 10

2009-09-23T23:05:00.003+08:00

Are You Listening?

³The watchman opens the gate for him, and the sheep listen to his voice. He calls his own sheep by name and leads them out.

⁴When he has brought out all his own, he goes on ahead of them, and his sheep follow him because they know his voice.

⁵But they will never follow a stranger; in fact, they will run away from him because they do not recognize a stranger's voice.

¹⁶I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd.

²⁷My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me.

Ever wondered how come our Christian life is stagnating or not growing as vibrantly as we wished? Quite often we can blame the unfair circumstances of life, but down the wire, the maybe the tough question we need to ask ourselves is this, "During the crunch time, whose voice do you listen to?"

Is it your own voice of injustice, complain and frustration? Or your friends' sweet voice that echo your sentiments and tell you to just retaliate as your heart desires? Or do you tune your heart to listen to the voice of God?

As Christ's disciples, we must tutor and discipline our hearts to listen to His voice alone and no one else. All other voice will lead us astray. Period.

Application:

1. As you do your Quiet Time today, why not take 10 minutes to really be quiet and hear from the Lord what is His agenda for you?

2. Cultivate that habit of listening to voice of God daily as part of your QT routine and ask God to show you what He wants you to apply and learn from the scripture you read daily.

3. Move in faith and listen to the voice of God for a word to encourage and bless another brother/sister.

Daily Devotion: John 9

2009-09-22T22:26:00.002+08:00

Jesus Heals a Man Born Blind

¹As he went along, he saw a man blind from birth. ²His disciples asked him, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?"

³"Neither this man nor his parents sinned," said Jesus, "but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life. ⁴As long as it is day, we must do the work of him who sent me. Night is coming, when no one can work. ⁵While I am in the world, I am the light of the world.

After all the haggling with the Pharisees in the previous chapters, Jesus once again reiterated the importance of preaching the good news of Salvation, highlighting the urgency of the hour. And in this case of the blind man, it was another perfect opportunity that the power of God can be displayed (vs. 3) so that people will be convinced and turn their hearts to God.

However, alas! Despite the miracle that Jesus displayed, the Pharisees still doubted Jesus and conducted so many levels of interrogation and questioning - simply just refusing to believe in the miracles Jesus has displayed.

Guess what? Came a point even the people got fed-up with the Pharisees. Listen to what the blind man whom was healed by Jesus has to say:

²⁴A second time they summoned the man who had been blind. "Give glory to God," they said. "We know this man is a sinner."

²⁵He replied, "Whether he is a sinner or not, I don't know. One thing I do know. I was blind but now I see!"

²⁶Then they asked him, "What did he do to you? How did he open your eyes?"

²⁷He answered, "I have told you already and you did not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Do you want to become his disciples, too?"

²⁸Then they hurled insults at him and said, "You are this fellow's disciple! We are disciples of Moses! ²⁹We know that God spoke to Moses, but as for this fellow, we don't even know where he comes from."

³⁰The man answered, "Now that is remarkable! You don't know where he comes from, yet he opened my eyes. ³¹We know that God does not listen to sinners. He listens to the godly man who does his will. ³²Nobody has ever heard of opening the eyes of a man born blind. ³³If this man were not from God, he could do nothing."

³⁴To this they replied, "You were steeped in sin at birth; how dare you lecture us!" And they threw him out.

Pause and reflect upon our spiritual walk. Have we at times been so caught up with 'arguing' with God rather than be doing what is more important i.e. sharing the good news, consolidating new lives..etc.

Application:

1. When was the last time you shared the gospel or testify of God's goodness with someone? If it has been a long while, why so?

2. If the world is coming to an end in 2 hours, what would be some important thing you would want to do or attend to?

3. Does any of these 'important' things include sharing the gospel with a loved one? If yes, why would you have to wait till end of the world and not now?

Daily Devotion: John 8

2009-09-21T11:02:00.003+08:00

"Jesus got Fed-Up!"

Scripture Reference: John 8: 12-59

It's interesting to note the haggling conversation between Jesus and the Pharisees. Honestly, I salute Jesus for his patience in handling every single question bombarded by the Jews, even when they questions were filled with doubts and faithlessness despite having witnessed all the signs and miracles Jesus has done earlier! Yet there was an inner battle within their minds still:

Logic (from history and their so-called theological knowledge) vs. Faith (which totally dumbfounded them)

And finally when Jesus got fed-up and made the ultimate statement that He is God (vs. 58), He ended up being stoned by the Jews! Sigh.. the eyes of the people were still blinded by logic and couldn't "see".

Take a step back and re-look at this scripture again, but this time round, replace the word "Pharisee" or "Jews" with your our own name.. does it sound more familiar to us now?

How often in our walk with God have we been like the Pharisees and Jews who doubted, been skeptical, try to be intellectual or even reason and argue our way through the Christian faith?

There is a thin line of difference between curiousity questioning and intentional tearing down.
One speaks of a Seeker (curiousity questioning) but the other marks one who is a "Trouble Maker".

The truth of the matter is that in the Christian faith, there will always be many questions and thoughts which will bewild and dumbfound us (until we meet God in heaven in His timing) and there comes a point we need to just Believe and not doubt / cynical / skeptical. Cross that door and we enter the realm of Faith, else we will forever live in the shadows of doubt.

Application:

1. Evaluate our walk with God today. Are we seekers of truth or "Trouble Makers"?

2. What are some things that we till date have not understood about the Christian teaching and need to embrace in faith?

3. What is on faith action you would be challenged to take this week and believe God for miracles which cannot be reasoned by knowledge, theological equations and factors from textbooks?

Daily Devotion: John 7

2009-09-21T10:21:00.002+08:00

³⁷On the last and greatest day of the Feast, Jesus stood and said in a loud voice, "If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink. ³⁸Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him."

Take note the way Jesus prioritize His message through this scripture here:

Firstly, we must "If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink"

Secondly, then we will have "whoever believes in me... streams of living water will flow from within him"

But how many times have we got the priorities upside down?

We yearn for that streams of living water to flow out from within us as we serve and give. We want to be the best worker in our companies and institutions. We want to strive, be excellent and achieve the best results. Sometimes these motivations can even be of good and valid reasons i.e. strong desire to be a marketplace minister for God.

HOWEVER, we need to always always remember that without the source we are nothing! Jesus yearns for a close relationship with us above all the achievements and accolades you and I can achieve. That's why every day before we get into the hussling schedule of our daily routine, let's come to Jesus and drink of Him!

Let's get our priorities right today! =D

Daily Devotion: John 6

2009-09-21T10:03:00.003+08:00

Scripture Reference: John 6: 25-71

Thank goodness that Jesus never ran for an election! It’s a good thing because he often violated the hidden rules for smooth-talking, get-along-with-people speeches. In fact, some of the statements Jesus made would cause people to become really frustrated and angry.

Just imagine Jesus speaking at one of the election rally:

(vs. 36) But as I told you, you have seen me and still you do not believe.

(vs. 65) "This is why I told you that no one can come to me unless the Father has enabled him."

(vs. 53) "I tell you the truth, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you.

None of these statements seem politically correct right? Definitely none could serve as a catchy election rally slogan!

But pause for a moment and think…Why did Jesus say these things? Didn’t he want people to follow him? Why would he deliberately say things to offend people and turn them away?

The simple conclusion is this: It seems that Jesus cared far more about the quality of his disciples rather than the quantity. If he cared only about increasing the size of the crowds following him, he could easily have fed them more bread or performed more miracles. Or he could have toned down on some of his “hard teachings” (vs. 60).

But Jesus, being divine, already knew who didn’t believe (vs. 64). He also knew that some of the people following him only wanted free food (vs. 26) or a flashy sign from God (vs. 30).

Jesus didn’t want preoccupied followers, or followers who are lukewarm, indecisive… He wanted disciples who would proclaim, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life” (vs. 68).

The same truth still holds today. Jesus wants us to follow him, but he still desires quality disciples. That level of commitment might mean that we may ruffle some feathers in living, saying or doing things.

I like what evangelist Billy Graham says, “It is unnatural for Christianity to be popular.”

Application:

1. Do you think of yourself as a “quality” follower of Jesus? Why and why not?

2. What “hard teachings” cause you to struggle with following Jesus?

3. What steps can you take to become a more devoted follower of Jesus?

Daily Devotion: John 5

2009-09-18T09:26:00.002+08:00

Testimonies about Jesus

³⁹You diligently study the Scriptures because you think that by them you possess eternal life. These are the Scriptures that testify about me, ⁴⁰yet you refuse to come to me to have life.

An important truth and reminder for all believers - that having more head knowledge of the Bible doesn't guarantee us eternal life. Knowing the Bible inside out only makes us a good scholar / researcher of the Bible i.e. no different from a scientist who is expert in his field of study!

Eternal life cannot be learnt or understood (by Logic).. it has to be embraced and believed in Faith! The teachings of Christ revealed through the Word of God is counter-culture and many times offensive to our logical mind. And therefore it is natural that our intellectual mind will struggle. But there will come a tipping point where we need to ask ourselves the question, "Do I believe?"

If your answer is Yes, congratulations as you begin a new journey of Faith and roller coaster journey. (Counter-Culture)

If your answer is No, then you will comfortably sink back into the norm mode of skepticism, cynicism and unbelief. (Culture-Follower)

Daily Devotion: John 4

2009-09-17T08:59:00.004+08:00

Do you believe God's word 100%?

Or do you only believe God's word in the bad times, tough situations and challenging circumstances? And only to forget or ignore during the good times?

Jesus Heals the Official's Son

⁴⁹The royal official said, "Sir, come down before my child dies."

⁵⁰Jesus replied, "You may go. Your son will live."
The man took Jesus at his word and departed. ⁵¹While he was still on the way, his servants met him with the news that his boy was living. ⁵²When he inquired as to the time when his son got better, they said to him, "The fever left him yesterday at the seventh hour."

⁵³Then the father realized that this was the exact time at which Jesus had said to him, "Your son will live." So he and all his household believed.

The truth is that there is no middle ground. We either believe or don't believe.

Let's stop giving excuses or be selective in believing God's word. Let's take the Word of God seriously and you'll begin to see miracles taking place.

BELIEVE IN HIM!

Daily Devotion: John 3

2009-09-16T09:34:00.003+08:00

Jesus Teaches Nicodemus

³In reply Jesus declared, "I tell you the truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again."

⁴"How can a man be born when he is old?" Nicodemus asked. "Surely he cannot enter a second time into his mother's womb to be born!"

⁵Jesus answered, "I tell you the truth, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit. ⁶Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit. ⁷You should not be surprised at my saying, 'You must be born again.' ⁸The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit."

⁹"How can this be?" Nicodemus asked.

¹⁰"You are Israel's teacher," said Jesus, "and do you not understand these things? ¹¹I tell you the truth, we speak of what we know, and we testify to what we have seen, but still you people do not accept our testimony.

Nicodemus's response is just like all of us - by Logic. Even in the face of Jesus, who has performed signs and wonders, Nicodemus still was functioning by Logic!

Jesus reminds us that even through logic is our old nature, the moment we receive Christ, we receive the new nature which is to function by faith! If we continue to function by logic, we will never be able to comprehend the things of God!

Do not let God be the last recourse for us today! Let Him be the first source that we turn to at any moment! :)

Daily Devotion: John 2

2009-09-15T07:51:00.002+08:00

Jesus Changes Water to Wine

⁵His mother said to the servants, "Do whatever he tells you."

⁶Nearby stood six stone water jars, the kind used by the Jews for ceremonial washing, each holding from twenty to thirty gallons.

⁷Jesus said to the servants, "Fill the jars with water"; so they filled them to the brim.

⁸Then he told them, "Now draw some out and take it to the master of the banquet."

Jesus Clears the Temple

¹⁴In the temple courts he found men selling cattle, sheep and doves, and others sitting at tables exchanging money. ¹⁵So he made a whip out of cords, and drove all from the temple area, both sheep and cattle; he scattered the coins of the money changers and overturned their tables. ¹⁶To those who sold doves he said, "Get these out of here! How dare you turn my Father's house into a market!"

¹⁸Then the Jews demanded of him, "What miraculous sign can you show us to prove your authority to do all this?"

¹⁹Jesus answered them, "Destroy this temple, and I will raise it again in three days."

Regardless of the times and seasons of life, Jesus was always ready to put a foot down and do / speak radical things so that all man's attention will be captured and of course ultimate end result to turn to Him and find salvation.

1. Jesus was radical in his ACTIONS (vs. 5-8, 14-16)

2. Jesus was radical in his SPEECH (vs. 18-19)

The only way we will ever see transformation in our families, friends, marketplace is really when we dare to be radical and do something different, something counter culture. Only when we are radical, we stand out different from the the usual - where we choose not to be norm.

What are some ways we can be radical for God in our actions and speech today?

Examples: Dare to pray for the sick / needy around you and believe God for that healing and providence? Against oppressing situations when everyone is negative and depressed, do we dare to speak words of Faith and believe God can turn situations around?

Daily Devotion: John 1

2009-09-14T08:51:00.003+08:00

TALK IS CHEAP!! LET YOUR ACTIONS PROVE YOUR TALK!

Don't just be a bystander in your walk with God. Don't just talk airy fairy about your faith in God. Is our faith in God all talking and unable to withstand the trials of life?

So what can we do to build a strong faith foundation that doesn't wither in touch times?

ANSWER: Don't just talk about Jesus! But take active step to come to Him... EVERYDAY!

³⁵The next day John was there again with two of his disciples. ³⁶When he saw Jesus passing by, he said, "Look, the Lamb of God!"

³⁷When the two disciples heard him say this, they followed Jesus. ³⁸Turning around, Jesus saw them following and asked, "What do you want?"
They said, "Rabbi" (which means Teacher), "where are you staying?"

³⁹"Come," he replied, "and you will see."
So they went and saw where he was staying, and spent that day with him.

My Commitment as a Christian

2009-09-05T11:09:00.002+08:00

(Written by a young African pastor and tacked to the wall of his home)

I'm part of the fellowship of the unashamed. I have Holy Spirit power. The die has been cast. I have stepped over the line. The decision has been made. I'm a disciple of His. I won't look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still.

My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, my future is secure. I'm finished with low living, sight walking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tamed visions, mundane talking, cheap living, and dwarfed goals.

I no longer need pre-eminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits, or popularity. I don't have to be right, first, tops, recognized, praised, regarded, or rewarded. I now live by faith, lean on His presence, walk by patience, lift by prayer, and labor by power.

My face is set, my gait is fast, my goal is heaven, my road is narrow, my way rough, my companions few, my guide reliable, my mission clear. I cannot be bought, compromised, detoured, lured away, turned back, deluded or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of the adversary, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity.

I won't give up, shut up, let up, until I have stayed up, stored up, prayed up, paid up, preached up for the cause of Christ. I am a disciple of Jesus. I must go till He comes, give till I drop, preach till all know, and work till He stops me. And when He comes for His own, He will have no problems recognizing me - my banner will be clear!

Listen only to the good stuffs...

2009-08-21T12:33:00.001+08:00

Yo yo yo!! VaZe here... I bring you good news of great joy in the end times...

Yeah man... Today i gonna share with ya all a song that inspires me again... Its from the Christian rock band Petra, entitled "No Doubt"

Petra - No Doubt

There are times when you feel like you can't go on
There are times when you feel like giving in
And there are times when you feel like you can't try anymore
There are times of trouble in believing

This test of your faith will last
As long as it takes to pass
Till you have no more doubt you'll endure
And your faith will emerge true and pure

(Chorus)
No doubt it'll be alright
With God it'll work together for good
No doubt in the end it will be understood
No doubt it'll all work out
With faith He can move any mountain for us
No doubt in the power of Jesus
And after all is done we find out
All we really need to have is no doubt

There's a time to take a reckless leap of faith
There's a time to be cautious and to wait
And there's a way of learning from the past
That this time of trouble won't last

And sometimes we want to think we know
The ways He will choose to make us grow
But it's never the way of our choosing
And we can't always see what He's using

(Bridge)
There will be winters in the seasons of our soul
With a cold and bitter wind that chills our lives
But our faith can be building a fire
That will warm us till springtime arrives
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Can you relate to this song? No doubt all of us can relate to this song... There are certainly times of our lives when we lose hope, in people, in church, in our friends, family and work... And so tight we are that we can hardly breathe, hanging on the line, no strength to push a centimetre more... Your brothers and sisters advice and encourage ya to pray... But it seems that you just can't find God... You may even lose hope and faith in God and yourself...

But read the 2nd stanza of the song... These dry seasons of your life is to test your faith, and it will certainly take some time to pass... These dry seasons taps and tests the substance deep down in your hearts, whether is God the central focus of your heart... If God is the central focus of our hearts, then we will be able to endure!! And our faith wlll emerge true and pure...

Chorus tells us through these times of trials and hardships, we will not understand why all these are happening... But the author says that God will certainly make a way out for us and bring us through... And at the end of the trial and sufferings, we will know why all these are happening...

The author also tells us that times of trouble won't last... Isn't it so encouraging to know that no matter how dark the skies are, it will have to go eventually... Ultimately... It all boils down to whether we can last thru the storms or not... Remember that the author says that we need to endure...

Many times we pray to God to ask Him to show us how my life be like, what to expect when He moulds us to grow... But the author says that this is not up to us to choose... And we cannot see what God is using to teach us and craft us... God uses the circumstances and the people around us to teach us, many times unexpected and unprepared for.. For His ways are higher than our ways...

Going on to the bridge of the song... Life batters us with coldness and chills... Many times we feel cold, no one to lean on, no one to depend on... But when all else fails, ultimately the one God doesn't fail us... And thus the author says that our faith will keep us warm, keep us accompanied and sheltered till the times of trials are over...

My brothers and sisters... Our last cell group meeting made me realized that many people in our cell are facing problems of finding Hope, Comfort, Encouragement... May this song speaks to you and make u realize that when all else out there fails, when all else out there are uncertain and you do not know why bad things jus happen and keep coming, there is a God that never fails, His faithfulness carry you thru...

So yeah... wanna encourage ya to listen to the song.. Its really inspiring and I feel that the lyrics of the song speaks volume and fortitude of the author in his walk with Jesus... Its certainly a song that makes us go the distance...

The song found here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6ADMKK0aTM

Doing Good vs. Responding in Evil

2009-08-20T10:04:00.003+08:00

Proverbs 11:27 He who seeks good finds goodwill, but evil comes to him who searches for it.

This was a verse which Ps Eugene shared last night at the YouthNet Leaders' Meeting and got me thinking quite a fair bit, espacially in line with what I shared last week during cell group about living by the Spirit and not the Soul.

a) Shouting back at our parents, colleagues or superior intentionally to spite them;

b) Backstab, harbor ill-intention thoughts or wanting to take advantage of others;

c) Revengeful thoughts and actions

Aren't these evil ways flowed out of our soulish living? When we are unable to keep out soul (mind, emotion and will) under the check if the Holy Spirit, we often will let it overtake and dictate our lives!

And the consequence? Just like what Proverbs 11:27 mention.. if we search for evil and respond in it, then natural evil will search us back and haunt us!

Do a heart check on ourselves today!

1. Are we harboring any ill-intentions or revengeful thoughts against others i.e. esp those whom have hurt or harm us?

2. Do you find yourself getting easily angered and irritated by people? If so, meditate through Galatians 5 and revew your Spirit man in the Lord and choose to grow in the fruit of the Spirit!

3. Share with an accountability buddy (cell brother or leader) and get him to keep you in check.

People Never Crumble in a Day

2009-08-11T11:14:00.002+08:00

Slow Fade
by Casting Crowns

Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade

Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day

Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see

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Hi guys, this is the cool song which we heard in service on Sunday which Ps Khong shared with us. I posted the MTV here for us to listen again.. but more importantly I want us to read the lyrics clearly and reflect what it means for ourselves.

Let's not play hide-and-seek with God anymore and answer these questions truthfully:

1. How are we doing in our Christian walk? Give a 1-10 rating to it.

2. Are we crumbling in our spiritual walk already?

3. If yes, reflect and ask yourself why? What were some things that you did, or didn't do that cause your walk to crumble?

4. Are there any areas in our life that we may have crossed the line on God, or are potentially nearing the line?

5. Are we flirting with sins in our lives and still keeping it hidden under the carpet, refusing to repent before the Lord and let things come to light?

6. Do we have any desire to want to improve our current situation?

7. If yes, what do you think you should do practically? If no, why?

Let's get serious in our walk with Lord. Let's not play religious games with the Lord anymore. Let's reflect and question ourselves to the very depths of our souls - Are we serious about God? Do we really desire to grow?

If Yes, then the decision is clear! It's time to kick away those addictive habits. Stop being loose with our words. Stop looking down on ourselves and think negatively. Stop being emo and eating worms in our sorrows. If we are serious, we got to taken practical actions to the nice words we utter!

If No, then the decision is clear too. You can float along but in the end, you do not know where you are going. You just want to feel good by coming to church but yet not serious about changing your life. Honestly, there won't be much growth.

I would like to implore of us to reflect and make a personal decision about your relationship with God and where it's going to go.

Our Time is Up! Don't drift around anymore! Stop playing church or the religious game anymore! No man can serve two masters - we either be committed to the Lord and though Him serve and be a blessing to the world, or we be committed to the World and treat God like a religion.

It's time to get serious with God!

40-Days Prayer & Fast

2009-07-21T17:17:00.004+08:00

If you were to think of a picture that would represent your journey these past few weeks since the 40-days prayer and fast begun, what would it be?

For me, a smooth pebble lying across the stream represents my journey thus far.

Coupled together with Ps Khong's series of sermons on "Standing Tall in Turbulent Times", I feel that these few weeks has been a refining period for me:

In learning to trust God that He is in control of all things (Heb 5:13-14);
Being stretched to learn to listen to the voice of God amidst many distractions (Jn 10:27);
Pruning of my heart away from all self-centeredness and learning to be God-center/conscious (Col 3:1-3)

I started the 40-days prayer and fast like a rough surfaced pebble and now I am in the process of being molded and smoothened by the Lord's hands.

How about You?

Perhaps when we are older, we will understand...

2009-07-16T11:04:00.002+08:00

Dear friends, i write this to all so that we can understand our parents better...

I would like to start off that in this year of Loving Our Neighbours, we need to learn to love our parents as well... But before we learn to love our parents, we need to understand their heartbeat... With this, i would like to share another song, Dan Fogelberg - Leader Of The Band

Yet again, this is another non-Christian song... This song is a tribute from Dan Folgerberg to his father, the leader of the band. After listening to it, i finally understand a bit more about my parents

Lyrics of Leader Of The Band:

He earned his love through discipline, a thundering velvet hand..
His gentle means of sculpting souls took me years to understand

I thank you for the music, and your stories of the road
I thank you for the freedom, when it came my time to go
I thank you for the kindness and the times when you got tough
And papa I don't think I said I love you near enough
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Many times we don't understand why our parents discipline us. We feel unjustified, and blame our parents that they do not understand us. I used to complain that my father does not love me at all, then one statement that he made changed my life...

My dad said: "Son, I do not blame you if you do not understand my love for you. Perhaps when you are older, when you have a family of your own, then you will understand all that I've done for you"

My father is a typical Chinese parent, he will not say mushy words such as "I love you", and neither will he kiss me on the forehead or cheeks. But when both of us sit down and eat a meal, we know that we love each other in our hearts, and no words need to be said.

My dad used to discipline me very harshly when I was young, that is why i grow up in an environment of punishment. Now that I'm much older, i appreciate that discipline, because it is his way of sculpting my soul, just as the song goes. The chinese saying goes, those who are able to take hardship of hardships becomes people of great calibre. Without digesting that hardship, I do not think that I will be here today...

Similar to the lyrics: "I thank you for the music, and the stories of the road", my dad used to share his life journey, his mistakes with me... He tell me "Son, if you can avoid making mistakes, then do not make it. People always say that we learn from our mistakes, but certain mistakes are too costly a price to pay..." These impartations are invaluable to me and made me understand the hearbeat of my father more...

"I thank you for the freedom, when it came my time to go" - My dad once sat with me for breakfast and he told me: "Son, I work my life out, so that you can have a better life, so that I can give you all that you need to go out to life and explore all the possibilities out there. I am unlike some parents, who needs their children to be by their side... My hope for you is go out and lead your own life, and lead a good life..." The words are still stuck in my head till today i will never forget.

Epilogue:

We may not understand our parents heartbeat for us at this present stage, but I'm sure in due time, perhaps when we are much older, or until we start our family, then we will come to realize... We will come to appreciate, and we will come to love them just as much as they love us...

Signed with deep apologies for forgiveness,
VaZe

Michael Jackson preaches a sermon we need

2009-07-16T01:21:00.007+08:00

Dear friends, I write to you to share a song that touch my heart deeply...

This song is from the late Michael Jackson - Heal The World...

Chorus of Heal The World:

Heal the world,
make it a better place,
for you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying if you care enough for the living
make it a better place for you and for me...
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This is the chorus of a secular song, not much Christian at all, yet it speaks of what is needed to be done here...

We need to "Heal the cell, make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire cluster"

Heal the cell? Is there a need to? You kidding?

Heal the cracklines and flaws in our relationships with each other in the cell

All from the construction industry will know that buildings are made of concrete, and if there is any hairline cracks in any concrete wall or support, the integrity of the building drops a lot. The building need not lose a pillar before it collapses, just many hair-line cracks will do the job. Thats why from outside we see a perfect building, but yet it is on the bringe of collapse.

Isn't this exactly the same as for our relationships with each other? From afar when we see it, we see it as a perfect building, sturdy and strong... What we fail to observe is the hair-line cracks on the supports and beams... This is dangerous as we overlook the fine hairline cracks, and have the wrong impression that our relationships are strong. In reality, the relationships may be on the bringe of collapsing without us knowing at all...

So what are these "fine looking, hairline cracks" in our relationships? They are hurts that we thought is small, not worthy of our attention. We hurt each other with our words, actions and tone yet we think that it is okay, it is minor, it is a joke only. We even feel that the other party is over sensitive, over reactive. Even if the hurts are there, we are evil (cannot find a better word) to the extent to think that the person will recover from a small wound. If so, we ought to be ashamed of ourselves as Christians.

Just like Paul of the bible, who says "Not that I have attained all these, but am pressing on to achieve and lay hold of it", I come in the same humility, ashamed for all the hurts which i inflicted on the cell group. I recently patch up with a sister whom i hurt, and until now still feel guilty and uneasy for it... (Sorry again to you, if you are reading this). I have a long way to go to be tactful and refined in speech, actions and tone. But I'm willing to say sorry and atone for my mistakes, making sure it will not happen again.

Yes, I am one of them who have hurt a brother/sister. What do I do?

I am a spiritual noob, can't offer that much advice... But I feel that we need to go up to the person and apologise... And yes, we need to lay down our pride just like Paul, who said: "I am less than the least of all God's people"and hence said "I consider everything (including pride) rubbish compared to knowing Jesus Christ".

An apology really makes the difference... I experienced the heart-warming feeling of an apology and I think this is a first step. It doesn't matter who is right or wrong, because God calls us to be peacemakers for they are the children of God. After the apology, there needs to be repentance on our part not to allow such a thing to happen. If we can do that, I feel what Michael sings about making a better place in the chorus will come to pass.

What is the consequence if we do not heal the cell?

Like what Michael sings: "there are people dying, if we care enough for the living", our brothers and sisters will "die" if we do not care about them. They will not die physically, but emotionally and spiritually. These victims of hurt will build defenses against our very own people instead of defending against the attacks of the devil. They will tell themselves that it is useless trying to confront the problem, no one will hear and no one will change. In the end, they will lose hope, faith and love in the cell group and falter away....

Epilogue

Why do I choose to use Michael Jackson's song? It is not that i cannot find a Christian song, but I want to illustrate a point. I want to highlight that even pre-believers understand the importance of care and the healing of souls. My friends, we need to make an "extra mile effort" in our fellowships and meetings to edify, care and understand each other to kill the poison of indifference and the hardening of our hearts. Only then we can really heal the cell, make it a better place for you and for me...

I do not like to share much on bible verses simply because i'm not good with the Word yet. I feel that wherever God place us, He can use the things around to teach us something. Bible scripture preaching will leave to Sunday service and Friday cell group to cover.

As you read to this point, maybe you feel that all this is rubbish, this is not happening, this is not an issue. For me, God says in 1 Peter 2 that it is His will that we do good, love the brotherhood, fear Him and honor the king. This year is a year of Loving Our Neighbours, and I want to heal the cell, make it a better place for you and for me... Who's with me?

Signed with deep apologies for repentence,
VaZe

Daryl's Baptism Testimony - "God used a Centipede to change my Life!"

2009-07-07T11:36:00.003+08:00

Before I accepted Christ, I lived without a purpose and direction in my life. My purpose and motivation in life often tend to be personal achievements. I was hot tempered and very insensitive in my words and actions. Vulgarities is very commonly used when I am speak to others. I had a very slack attitude in everything I do and was pretty self-centered. I see no purpose in working hard unless necessary or if the task benefits me. I did not belief in any religion and dislike being devoted to any God, but I somehow knew there is a God. Well all these changed when I came to know Jesus, here is my story.

Fortunately, one of my closer friends that I knew from Junior college (since 1st 3 mth) brought me to FCBC countdown party in 2006. There I discovered that church does not seem as boring as I perceived it to be. I had fun but did not want to commit to any church activities because I always thought it was a waste of time. A week before my enlistment for national service in January 2007, Jaren brought me to service. There somehow for the first time I felt a presence of God . However I was unsure again did not want to commit to church. I told Jaren I needed sometime to think about accepting Jesus.

There I being ignorant and defiant, I challenged God . I told God , God if you are real show me some of your miracles when I am in army.

After I enlisted, there was once in field camp in BMT, I wanted to pull out a camouflage tube from my grenade pouch. However thank God I withdrew my hand in time. To my horror, resting in my pouch was a huge red centipede easily more that 15 cm long. I was frighten. I quickly unfasten my vest and fling it onto the ground. After which , I carefully unbuckled my grenade pouch . There laid the centipede. It made no movement. I took my rifle and trust the muzzle (the front part) at it. Immediately it crawled out extremely fast and was stomped upon by my buddies and me. After the incident, God reviewed that he was actually protecting me for being bitten by the creature. Despite that there was still a sense of reluctance in my heart to belief that it was God. I though it was mere coincidence and that I was lucky. I did not believe that the Lord had actually spoken to me. So being ignorant, I challenged God again to show me another miracle.

In another instance I was doing a road march in a sandy terrain . I was down with flu and phlegm. The sand and marching made me feel worst. I ended up with a bad headache. There I asked God for healing. I went and rested at night. The following day I was completely feeling fine just like before.

Jaren invited me to another service halfway through my bmt , during that service I was unsure but I but I felt God's presence. After encouragement by my friend, I decided to accept Jesus. Ever since than, my life transformed. I felt a purpose and reason in everything I did. I started to receive answers that I couldn't find. Problems did not instantaneously vanish but God used all the challenges I faced in life to mould me slowly. I became more patient and motivated to perform my best in every task given to me. I learned to love the people around me especially my family members.

After I accepted Christ, there was once when I gotten back my A levels results, I was deciding between my current course and computing. Then in army I prayed and ask God that if he is willing send to a unit where I will not be totally exhausted after each day of training so that I can spend more time with him and also for God to help me in choosing my course by allowing me to experience computing in army somehow. The Lord answered my prayer and posted me to signals where I experience some networking in my specialist course. By faith I applied for my current course chem and biochem instead, for I always loved chemistry and did not like doing computing. Praise God I got into the course I wanted.

Nelson's Baptism Testimony - "No more Vulgarities & Bullying - God changed my Life!"

2009-07-06T14:18:00.005+08:00

Nelson's baptism @ TCT on 26th June 2009

Before I accepted Christ, I used to think that a man needs to enjoy life to the fullest by doing what he or she likes. In the past, I had a group of friends whom I felt were fun and cool. I followed them in speaking vulgarities, bullying others, stealing, cheating and many other bad habits. I felt good and thought they were the only people I could be with and trusted them for my life.

When I was in primary school, I attended a few church activities arranged specially for the kids. Church was enjoyable and wonderful as interesting stories were shared. During my secondary school time, I wanted to join a church and was once invited to an Easter Day event held at the indoor stadium. A lot of amazing testimonies were shared. People got healed and wonderful things happened there. Since then, I began to know there is a God that heals and many people put their faith and trust in Him. It was a special experience. However, I was still very confused and did not join a church.

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Desert Song - Hillsong

2009-07-04T01:14:00.002+08:00

Dear Jaren, thank you so much for sharing the song with us. I remember I first this song in our car ride in Sabah.

As I looked closely at the lyrics written.. tears began to well up in my eyes. And I echo the sentiments you wrote. And I pray that this song will minister and touch all our hearts.

Even at the end of days, everything may have gone wrong for us. But we can still praise God because He is with us. Heaven and earth will pass away but my God will never forsake me. Just based on this truth, I will give praise!

2009-07-02T22:32:00.002+08:00

Feel tired? Upset and bothered? Indifferent or just plain mad? Maybe the circumstances around us are overwhelming, or they're not that overwhelming.... Only many little hinderances that are so unnoticably burdensome.

None of us are free from the world as it is now, with death, deadlines, disturbing news, dreaded work to do, detestable people we meet. Yet none of us are without the presence of a God that is almighty yet gentle.

No matter the obstacles or little rocks littering our path in life, God is there pushing us on, paving the way, if only we let Him. So "throw off everything that hinders" and look forward and upward, to the ONLY One who can lead us out of a fiery and dry desert. Cos it is by faith we are saved, and it will still be by faith that we continue living our saved lives.

I'm reminded of one thing today, that Praise is a powerful weapon against all the negativity and battles we face everyday. When we praise God freely, not only does our faith arise and our souls brightens, but something in the spiritual realm lights up. God's glory is reflected in our mundane, everyday lives. That daily routine of sitting at the desk, turning on the computer to check email, or going for yet another meeting, or walking to the cookhouse to scan our 11B, or preparing for more training exercises... become something more than routine. It becomes routine filled with God's presence.

Concentrate not on the storm but the greatness and tenderness of the One who told us to "be of good cheer, for Jesus has overcame the world".

Hope this song lyrics speak to you guys, as much as it has spoken to me. No desert in my life will tear me down.

Desert Song (Brooke Fraser)

Verse 1:

This is my prayer in the desert

And all that's within me feels dry

This is my prayer in the hunger in me

My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:

And this is my prayer in the fire

In weakness or trial or pain

There is a faith proved

Of more worth than gold

So refine me Lord through the flames

Chorus:

And I will bring praise

I will bring praise

No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice I will declare

God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:

And this is my prayer in the battle

And triumph is still on it's way

I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ

So firm on His promise I'll stand

Bridge:

All of my life

In every season

You are still God

I have a reason to sing

I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:

This is my prayer in the harvest

When favor and providence flow

I know I'm filled to be emptied again

The seed I've recieved I will sow

..........................sang by somebody who lost her baby just before doing the recording of this song

2009-06-08T22:05:00.001+08:00

Wayne on BEING LATE...

2009-06-07T17:28:00.003+08:00

Transcript of statements:

EJ:"Always affirm me,always encourage me. And i think she brings out the BEST in me la."
Crowd: "Wha"
EJ:"And er always very supportive of my ministry, the work i do, even i got a lot of things,when i dont have time to meet her but she's always very understanding, yeah, so,and she supports er my cell group as well. My cell group people like her. and she like my cell people......"
JJ:"How you know?"
Crowd:"Whoaaaa!"
*Kicks*
JJ:"Cant help it, ah we never say so you cannot say like that ar, statement ar......"
Jasper:".......Most bu yao lian statement"
EJ:"Most bu yao lian statement abt what? "
JC: "Cyn ah.ni yao zhiang yi ge zua bu yao lian de. "
Jess:"about da, that wo men hua wa. "
EJ:"wha this one.. yao xiang"
EJ:"ya er... er.........er...... "
Bob:"she found the best man in the world,"
*Crowd roars*
EJ:"Maybe I say for our relationship la, ok, I think er the journey we been through together, she kio tio ar."
*Crowd roars again*
EJ:"Because she got a good godly man er, and i also think i kio tio la. I got a really good woman, not just as a girlfriend,but i believe as a future wife......."
JJ:"Win win situation.."
EJ:".....Maybe la,next time.."
*round of applause*

2009-05-23T12:35:00.002+08:00

Hey brothers and leaders!

Guess you all didn't really hear must from me, esp after the big transition period. So I'm here to give a short update.

I guess this period come at a rather uncomfortable time for me because since the past few weeks my schedule in army and church is really really hectic with outfield that stretches across weekends, Gkidz encounter and my Unit being on standby, meaning that I can be recalled back to camp 24/7/365 and not mentioning all the preparations.

But don't worry, doesn't mean that you all nv hear much from me cause I'm not in service means I'm taking it badly. Just that I'm abit tired and just need some spiritual and physical rest to recollect my thoughts and get the momentum going to bash through this next lap of our Spiritual walk.

I'm planning to get this rest while serving as Spiritual Guide for my boys in the Gkidz encounter later!! haha.. So please pray for me! for strength and restedness as I lead!!

My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my Heart and my Portion forever. -Psalm 73:26

We sing this song all the time, but now it's the time to really claim and lay hold of it!!

Jasper Bro!!

Stronger

2009-05-22T00:19:00.004+08:00

This song meant alot to me through this entire week as I battled with disappointments in ministry and physically impeded in my health.

I know and believe with all my heart that Jesus bore the Cross to give me the victory. And I hold that closely to my heart, so that I can be stronger in Christ!

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Hallelujah!

STRONGER (by Hillsongs, This Is Our God)

VERSE 1:
There is Love
That came for us
Humbled to a sinnerâ€™s cross
You broke my shame and sinfulness
You rose again victorious

VERSE 2:
Faithfulness none can deny
Through the storm
And through the fire
There is truth that sets me free
Jesus Christ who lives in me

CHORUS:
You are stronger
You are stronger
Sin is broken
You have saved me
It is written
Christ is risen
Jesus You are Lord of all

VERSE 3:
No beginning and no end
You're my hope and my defence
You came to seek and save the lost
You paid it all upon the cross

BRIDGE:
So let Your Name be lifted higher
Be lifted higher
Be lifted higher

[Hillsong Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com]

Changes and Transitions

2009-05-20T18:16:00.003+08:00

Hey Fellow Brothers how is everyone feeling admist all the changes???
Though theoretically speaking it might seems as just a movement of members and alignment of leadership.

Deep inside i feel pretty unsure admist all these changes. There are many what and whys in my heart.
What is the outcome of these changes in the long run?
Why do i have to be the one chosen?

As many whats and whys we might have in our hearts, i am pretty sure that a spirit of unrest is within us. We were moved out of our comfort zone, made to embark on platforms we never knew.
To some of us even leadership alignment had to be shifted.

Amongst all these changes, i realise we are all being called out of our original comfort zone. In the bible we have tons of examples. King made exiled, Commanders being made blind, common peasents called upon to lead the country.

All in all many examples can be cited from the bible but i would like to highlight Joseph (husband of mary), . Though he might just have a introductory role in the new testament, he had a great deal of transition which God had put him through.

The Birth of Jesus Christ

¹⁸This is how the birth of Jesus Christ came about: His mother Mary was pledged to be married to Joseph, but before they came together, she was found to be with child through the Holy Spirit. ¹⁹Because Joseph her husband was a righteous man and did not want to expose her to public disgrace, he had in mind to divorce her quietly.

²⁰But after he had considered this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, "Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. ²¹She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus,^" because he will save his people from their sins."

²²All this took place to fulfill what the Lord had said through the prophet: ²³"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel"—which means, "God with us."

²⁴When Joseph woke up, he did what the angel of the Lord had commanded him and took Mary home as his wife. ²⁵But he had no union with her until she gave birth to a son. And he gave him the name Jesus.

Here is what Joseph had to go through pulling him from his daily comforts:

Leaving his business (Carpentry)
Exile out of his town (Nazareth)
Wife pregnant thru holy spirit (Jesus)

He shut down his businesses, made his family packed and leave. He did all these all in obedience towards God.

Bear in mind Joseph career before he was called upon by the angel of God. He was a carpenter. A carpenter some one who is very plan oriented, he plans and measures before every cut, visualise and picture before every chisel. Now, he was called upon by God. A mysterious pregnancy, a sudden exile lastly having to tend to his wife delivery of Jesus.

A person whose life have been governed by plans yet he had to live in a life of speculation and uncertainty. A carpenter made a nomad even made to tend to his wife delivery. His plans and comfort of his life was totally disrupted being challenged by what is unseen. We may debate that his sighting of Angel was an added conviction to what God has called upon.

But at the end of the day obedience was the key! If Joseph chose to divorce Mary, failed to exile from Nazareth and even failed to bring up Jesus all things might have been different. So to all my brothers let's rise up to God's challenge by challenging the uncharted waters out of our comfort zones!!

Bobby:)

I want to GROW!! Embrace the word of God..

2009-05-16T10:28:00.004+08:00

Despite my 3years in church, leading members, serving the Lord in ministry.. i personally feel there're still so much Much MUCH to Grow in the Lord..

What have you been thinking everyday of your life? play game, watch tv, go out with friends? "I want to have fun!!" you may say..

Not in denial, I do have the same desire too.. God wants us to have fun and enjoy our everyday life! Not forgetting He wants to us to be successful and prosperous!!

But some of us may ask, "Then howcome so many problems?" or "Why i just struggle or cannot do what is right?"

In Joshua 1:7-8
"Be strong and courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go. Keep this Book of Law always on your lips; mediate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful."

"Can we really be successful or be a winner? It's so tough!! so many things to do"

God told us to be Strong and Courageous in the beginning because He knows it's going to be tough for us but it worth all our effort and hard work. He know our circumstances we are in everytime. He understands.

"Serious? Can we really be strong and courageous all times? How?"

He advised us to be careful and obey every law of HIS. Do not be smart and try to bend His meaning in the bible to the left or right, deceiving ourselves.

"Must i really obey all His Law? How can we make sure we always obey His law?"

You want to be a winner in life, you must obey! You want your life to be better, you obey! if you called yourself a son of God, you better obey! He told us to keep speaking and thinking of His Law everyday 24-7. He asked us to keep the Book of Law always on our lips and mediate in our mind and thoughts day and night!

My spiritual family, bible is not for us to read only. It's for us to embrace the word of God by speaking, thinking and applying everyday of our lives. Let's grow Grow GROW!! Let's have the desire and put it in action!

Let us better remember whatever is taught in church and what our leaders said! Fight your circumstance with strength and courage! because..

1John 4:4
"...the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world!"

God bless ya Family! Let's multiply! =)

Homeless Korean dies with 100,000 dollars in bank

2009-05-13T16:20:00.005+08:00

News Report from Yahoo! News

SEOUL (AFP) - - A homeless South Korean unable to withdraw his life savings because he could not remember his real name has died in poverty, officials said.

The man, believed to be aged 56, died of cancer last month, leaving 128 million won (just over 100,000 dollars) in a bank account that was opened in early 1993 under the alias of Na Hae-Dong.

The account was frozen several months later when a law took effect to ban accounts held under false names, as an anti-corruption measure.

Deposits were still allowed but the account holder had to register a real name to withdraw money, something "Na" could not do.

"He didn't know what his real name was or where he was born. We tried but failed to identify him," Yoo Joon-Soo, the senior official of Yongbong district in the southwestern city of Gwangju, told AFP by phone.

The man collected scrap iron and other junk and slept on his cart under plastic sheets before moving in 2007 into a makeshift shelter made from a shipping container.

Though he could not withdraw from the account, he kept putting in savings.

"He used to say he wanted to buy a home with his savings," Yoo said.

"Last month, we applied for court approval to create his new ID and the court procedure was under way."

A local court is expected to order that the savings revert to the state, he added.

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THINKER THOTS

As we read this news report, a good time for us to reflect as well on how we have been spending our time and the purpose of our pursuits i.e. studies, career, money, relationships, results...etc in life?

Matthew 16:6
What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul?

Matthew 6:19-20
"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal."

Move in Faith! Connect with God..

2009-05-11T23:17:00.003+08:00

What have you been doing to please God?
Coming to church weekly, giving offering faithfully, trying to serve in ministry around.. blah blah blah..

But are you moving in faith daily?
Pastor Khong has been preaching faith faith faith.. why so important?

Bcoz we must know in Hebrews 11:6
"without faith is impossible to please God because anyone who comes to Him must Believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek Him"

Moving in faith is a statement of our lives that shows that we truly know Him and believe in Him..

So do you think you really know God well enough?

Start moving in faith. Exercise your faith. Think about what you can do in faith for your each passing day.. It can be overcoming some struggles or doing something crazy.. One of the areas you can move in faith is to do the 100k, speak boldly about what you believe and bless 10 persons..

Moving and exercising faith will please God, connect you with God and allow you to really know God deep. Therefore, move in faith as you believe in Him and know He will reward you as you please Him..

Jiayou!! =D

Back to The Future!

2009-05-07T00:38:00.004+08:00

Was doing some back up on my laptop hard disk and guess what I found?

Brace yourselves and ENJOY!!!! =D

Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. 18And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit. - 2 Corinthians 3:17-18

We have all TRANSFORMED over the years!!!

God looks at our hearts.. Be a true blessing

2009-05-02T22:30:00.003+08:00

In this fresh season of year 2009, we have heard so much truth from Pastor Khong preaching so much truth about the blessing from the cross, putting our crown everyday and not forgetting the perfect 10 card..

Yest i was deeply sucked into this verse that was flashed on the screen during Transformation conference.

Romans 8:19
"The creation waits in eager expectation for the sons of God to be revealed."

Deep in my mind, i told myself i must work harder and closer with God so that He can be manifested!! So the creation will not wait any longer and my friends will be able to recognise this real living God who does supernatural wonders..

In this season of the 100k blessing, let's not be too caught up about hitting the target. Instead, i believe it also a walking a jouney with God to teach us to be geniue Christian who really cares for the needs of our friends and really want to be involved helping them with their lives..

Let's not focus on whether we can or cannot!!! i believe God focus on whether we want or not.. bcoz it's the heart that He goes after..

The creation waits eagerly in expectation for the sons of God to be revealed..!! =D

Prayer Alert for SK Chia

2009-04-22T10:48:00.005+08:00

Attention Attention!!

SK Chia reported sick to medical centre this morning being down with rather a severe case of food poisoning. SK Chia mentions that, "Must have eaten something wrong during nights out yesterday."

Let's continue to pray for SK Chia and proclaim God's healing over him as he rest in the sick bay.

Isaish 53: 4 Surely he took up our infirmities
and carried our sorrows,
yet we considered him stricken by God,
smitten by him, and afflicted.

5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was upon him,
and by his wounds we are healed.

Staying Upbeat All The Time!

2009-04-20T09:29:00.004+08:00

This upcoming week ahead will definitely "force" me to move out in faith and tap upon God. Reason being:

MONDAY: Dating Day
TUESDAY: Worship Rehearsal for Baptism Service
WEDNESDAY: Benny Ho School of Ministry Seminar
THURSDAY: Worship Rehearsal for Sunday Service
FRIDAY: Lead Worship at Baptism Service
SATURDAY: Parents' Talk in the Morning & Cell Group Games Outreach in Afternoon
SUNDAY: Worship Team for Sunday Service
(Next) MONDAY: Rest & Dating Day
(Next) TUESDAY: Lead Worship for SP1728 Meeting

Yes, on top of all these above, I do still have a daily 9AM - 6PM job to carry out. =D

Q: WOW! EeJay, how do you feel about your crazy schedule ahead?
A: Honestly, I am really excited and looking forward. It is really a privilege to be able to serve the body of Christ in whatever capacity I can offer or being tasked to. Though it can be stretching and tiring at times, but I always believe in the "Rubber-Band" Principle - stretched beyond the elastic limit which will give me greater capacity to give and serve. =D

Q: How do you keep yourself so "UP" despite having so many things?
A: Well, I apply what I learn from sermon every week. The sermon that really spoke to me a lot in this period was what Ps Khong shared about "Fixing Our Eyes Upon Jesus". Every morning when I wake up, I pray, worship and read the Word to help me turn my attention to Jesus and NOT my problems and worries. That really helps me in staying focused! =D

Q: What was your take back about this week's sermon on "Facing The Giants"?
A: Focus on Giants - You Stumble. Focus on God - Your Giants Tumble!

The Mayonnaise Jar

2009-04-16T10:19:00.005+08:00

I don't usually read chain emails. But when I received this from Jessica, I found it rather interesting. May you be blessed and encouraged as well. =D

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When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day is not enough, Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full... They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.

He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes'.

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar,
effectively filling the empty space between the sand.

The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life…

The golf balls are the important things - God, family, children, health, friends, and favorite passions. Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car…

The sand is everything else -- the small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.

Play with children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take loved ones out to dinner.
Go for a holiday.
There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.

'I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'
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Share this with other "Golf Balls" in your life, like I just did.

And by the way if you have time for a Cuppa Coffee, do drop me a line… Cheers!!
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Updates as of 16th April 2009, 10:30am... I took time out to have breakfast with Daryl this morning. It was a good time of catch up, sharing and informal discipleship too. Thanks Daryl for the time together, a joy to spend the time it with you!

Guys' Discipleship Forum 10 - 11 April 2009

2009-04-13T11:51:00.004+08:00

Hi Guys, just want to say a special thanks to all those who came (Alvin, Bobby, Gabriel, Nelson, Wesker, Wayne, Leonard Koh, Jaren & Junjie) for the Guys' Discipleship Forum @ Changi Rise over the Easter Weekend. I hope you guys have benefited from the sharing from myself and also hearing from each other.

Personally I am very encouraged by all your open sharing and I definitely look forward to the next session (maybe end April / Early May) where we get together again. This time round, we will talk about more "deeper" issues and concerns.

I gave some reflection questions to think about over the discipleship forum. Am putting them up here so that we can continue to ponder. Also good for those who weren't there to think through as well. Don't worry, you are not short changed.. more to come in next session... Akan datang! =D

BGR Session
1. Look through your daily SMSes sent/received. Who dominates the most count in your inbox?
2. List down 5 criterias which you would look for in your future girlfriend/wife.
3. What age do you think you would be suitable to get attached/married? (Note: This is a deeper question than you think... think further...)

Guy Sexuality Session
1. God's desire for us is "not even a hint of sexual immorality" (Ephesians 5:3).. What other areas in our sexuality do we still struggle in?
2. Learn to establish your boundaries of defense i.e. no second look, pre-ampt and look away, computer in living room...etc
3. Pursue an active relationship with God through worship, prayer and reading His Word

As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another. - Proverbs 27:17

I also face trials & temptations everyday....

2009-04-08T10:05:00.004+08:00

Galatians 5:1

1 It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery.

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Let me first of all debunk the myth that cell leaders/pastors/church leaders are super humans who do not face trials and temptations. In fact, we are just like any normal person and we are challenged and tempted as much... so honestly there is no difference.

Example of things which I face daily in the past and present:

1. During NUS days, temptation to copy my lab reports or programming codes because I was lazy to do.
2. During Army days, temptation to "chao keng" through skiving for "Attend B" so I can excused from morning PTs, lie about my leaves and off-in-lieu to my officers, lie about my medical appointment (half day, but I say it is full day)...etc
3. Everyday I have to remind myself to speak words of faith and words that edify and not hurt people. Trust me.. it is so so easily to speak prickly words of condemnation out of coarse joking.
4. Lust of the eyes (the trouble for every guy out there) is major problem too with sexuality explicit advertisements everywhere.
5. My attitude when I am at home.. How do I talk to my parents?

Phew! Honestly, it may sound like living everyday is a big challenge. But what makes it easier for me is that everyday I under girth myself with the Word of God before leaving the house. Which means that whatever "attacks" I face outside, my first defense is the Word of God!

I know I can stand firm and be set free because of what Jesus did on the Cross! And with that knowledge and conviction in my mind and heart, I live my life around that. Period.

Want to be set free? The easiest way is to take the Word of God seriously at face value. =D

PS: Bless ya all with the lyrics of this song "Set Me Free" which I love. =D

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"Set Me Free" lyrics by Paradise Church

It's only by Your blood I am saved
Your power washed away the stains that blemished me
How can I even start to repay
The price You paid at Calvary
You paid for me

How can I deserve this love
What can I do that's enough

If I could shout one thing to the world
It would be to know You
If I could give my life to a cause
It would be for You
If I had just one reason to testify
It would be about the way
You set me free
You set me free

What Do I Do When I Struggle to Walk in Faith?

2009-04-06T09:29:00.006+08:00

Hebrews 12:1-4

1 Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. 2 Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. 3 Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

4 In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood.

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1. Be reminded & inspired by great man of Faith (in the Bible and people around whom I know)
(vs. 1a) Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses...

2. Repent of sins that I struggle with and desire to get out of the entanglement it causes.
(vs. 1b) ... let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangle...

3. Know that it is not easy, but make a pre-determined choice to persevere
(vs. 1b) ... and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

4. Stay focused on Jesus
(vs. 2a) Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith...

5. Remember what Jesus did on the Cross for me
(vs. 2b) ... who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

6. Be encouraged by what Jesus did
(vs. 3) Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

7. The price I have to pay is nothing compared to what Jesus gave for me
(vs. 4) In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood.

Victory can only be found through Jesus Christ and I can walk on everyday on the Winning Team because God is the strength of my Heart.

Great Faith is a Product of Great Fights,
Great Testimonies are the Outcome of Great Tests,
Great Triumphs Comes out of Great Trials.
~ Smith Wigglesworth

Rejoicing In Tough Times

2009-04-03T08:30:00.003+08:00

Philippians 4:4-13

4 Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

8 Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. 9 Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.

10 I rejoice greatly in the Lord that at last you have renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you have been concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. 11 I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. 12 I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. 13 I can do everything through him who gives me strength.

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Two challenges that I am facing today:

Speaking @ lunchtime talk to a group of about 70 high-level banking staff team. Honestly, I do feel inadequate (both in experience and also my rank status - programme executive speaking to managers).
Seemingly at this wrong timing, the flu bug finally kicked in to me. I have been battling it for the past few days since coming back from Batam. Now am down with drippy nose, body aches and headache.

However, according to the scripture in Philippians, this is what I am going to do (I take the Word of God at face value):

Rejoice! (vs. 4)
Not be anxious! (vs. 6a)
Pray & give thanks! (vs. 6b)
Put all I learned from scripture into practice! (vs. 9)
Be contented in the situation I am in and trust God to provide for me! (vs. 12)

At the end of the day, I am trusting God for:

Peace in my heart as I go and speak at the lunchtime talk (vs. 7)
Contentment in my spirit - Knowing and trusting that God has a reason for putting me through this (vs. 12)
That He hears my pray and heal my sickness (vs. 6)
Great engagement at the lunchtime talk later (vs. 13)

Indeed! It is all about Faith in God! I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! I believe!! No doubts.. I just believe!!

I don't feel like praying or reading the Bible today

2009-03-30T13:05:00.004+08:00

Romans 8:26-27

26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. 27 And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will.

I came back from Batam yesterday all fired up spiritually - refreshed and excited for the works of the Lord. And definitely, I was expecting myself to be able to take on anything that comes my way in the new week ahead.

But that didn't happen....

This morning I woke up with a bad headache...
I reached office and realised I have 3 voice messages awaiting my attention...
I opened my email and discovered I have 40 plus emails to read and attend to...
I have to conduct a workshop tonight in a school..

All these totally affected my mood, and not to mention even my mood in reading the Bible. Whatever I read somehow just didn't sink into me. I just couldn't conjure up the mood to pray - I was lost for words in prayer.

Do you feel like this too sometimes / many times?

What happened next was definitely God's work. I started praying in tongues. At first it started off really very lethargically (almost like dragging my feet).. but I literally forced myself to keep praying and I opened up the Bible and started reading through Romans as I prayed.

I began to realize that the more I prayed and read the Word, the more energized in my Spirit I became.

My attention started to switch - from the problems and challenges I face or anticipated to God!

Suddenly, the above scripture caught my attention! Somehow I have no words to express myself, but when I prayed in the Spirit, I was able to connect to God. It definitely has to be the works of the Holy Spirit connecting us!

What illuminated my mind next was the scripture onwards in Romans 8:28-38

28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. 29 For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. 30 And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

31 What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33 Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. 34 Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us.

35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? 36 As it is written: "For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered." 37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

We can be conquerors in Christ not because we are capable and can handle many things. Neither is it because we are smart and can be very efficient in the work give to us. We also also not stupid and lousy because we cannot complete our work!

We are conquerors because WE LOVE GOD (vs. 28) & HE LOVES US (vs. 37)!! And when we choose to love God, our focus and attention is on Him and not on the worries and problems we face. And that gives us that boost to go about facing these challenges because we know (in our minds, hearts and spirit) that GOD IS WITH US!!

My problems will still be there at the end of the day and I will have to bite the bullet and go through them. But what sets me apart and that I won't crumble nor be crippled is that I can cling onto God! My assurance is in the love of God who will NEVER leave me!

When I go through the trials and challenges, HE IS WITH ME!

Now, that's more important that just hoping that my problems disappear.

Thank you Lord for teaching me this precious truth today!

History Maker

2009-03-26T14:38:00.009+08:00

1 Corinthians 9:19-27

19 Though I am free and belong to no man, I make myself a slave to everyone, to win as many as possible. 20 To the Jews I became like a Jew, to win the Jews. To those under the law I became like one under the law (though I myself am not under the law), so as to win those under the law. 21 To those not having the law I became like one not having the law (though I am not free from God's law but am under Christ's law), so as to win those not having the law. 22 To the weak I became weak, to win the weak. I have become all things to all men so that by all possible means I might save some. 23 I do all this for the sake of the gospel, that I may share in its blessings.

24 Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.

25 Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. 26 Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. 27 No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize.

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What does it take to be a History Maker?

Serve in Humility (vs 19)
Desperate / Desire to make Impact (vs 22)
Trained with Sharpened Skill Sets (vs 25)
Focused & Not Distracted (vs 26)
Perseverance & Endurance (vs 27a)
Always stays close to Jesus (vs 27b)
Willing to lay his life on the line (vs 19-23)

HISTORY MAKER (by Delirious?)

Is it true today that when people pray
Cloudless skies will break
Kings and queens will shake
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

Is it true today that when people pray
We'll see dead men rise
And the blind set free
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again

Well it's true today that when people stand
With the fire of God, and the truth in hand
We'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing
We'll see broken hearts making history
Yes it's true and I believe it
We're living for you

40 Days Prayer & Fast - Day 10

2009-03-23T16:05:00.004+08:00

Ezra 8:22-23
I was ashamed to ask the king for soldiers and horsemen to protect us from enemies on the road, because we had told the king, "The gracious hand of our God is on everyone who looks to him, but his great anger is against all who forsake him." So we fasted and petitioned our God about this, and he answered our prayer.

Nehemiah 1:3-4
They said to me, "Those who survived the exile and are back in the province are in great trouble and disgrace. The wall of Jerusalem is broken down, and its gates have been burned with fire." When I heard these things, I sat down and wept. For some days I mourned and fasted and prayed before the God of heaven.

Daniel 9:2-3
in the first year of his reign, I, Daniel, understood from the Scriptures, according to the word of the LORD given to Jeremiah the prophet, that the desolation of Jerusalem would last seventy years. So I turned to the Lord God and pleaded with him in prayer and petition, in fasting, and in sackcloth and ashes.

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Since the Lord convicted my heart of unbelief during the G12 Conference, I decided to go into a season of 40 Days Prayer & Fast (12 hours a day, from 6am to 6pm) for two reasons:

1. A transformation of my heart to believe God again that He can use me
I must admit for two years, I have lost the alignment and heart in believing God in the vision, for the 12, 144 and the multitudes. Disappointments, failures and not seeing any fruits the past two years have caused me to lose that belief that God can use me. I need a change of heart.

2. Believing God for breakthroughs in the lives of my disciples
It has been heart wrenching seeing some of my disciples struggling in the same old cycle of sin and defeatedness. I tried all my human ways (advice, encouragements, challenging..etc), but there just isn't any breakthrough. I've come to a point of realization that only God can bring the change. Thus I decide to fast and pray for my disciples - believing God for a breakthrough in every single one of their lives in these 40 days. Even if they do nothing about it, I am believing God to do something about it that will change their lives.

Today is Day 10 of 40 Days of Prayer & Fast. Has it been easy? NO... Definitely not easy!

But I am channeling that physical hunger to desperate urgency in pray and petition to the Lord. I have witnessed many changes happening since I started...

1. A new zeal, thirst, understanding and revelation on the Word (I am reading the Word more than ever before these days)

2. I can feel a difference in my prayer life. Definitely more empowered, knowing that the power comes from the Lord and not my own words and wisdom.

3. Am seeing breakthrough in some of my disciples lives as they come forth to share certain deep struggles they faced. Praise the Lord!

I do not share this to boast of what I am embarking on.. but to seek your partnership in prayer and accountability. It means and encourages me a lot to have the spiritual family's encouragement and support on this journey. =D

Hey!!! Its time to pray!!!

2009-03-19T00:15:00.004+08:00

Dear family, VaZe here to bring a message...

I believe that from the G12 conference, pastor's sermon, EJ/AO's message, and my personal walk that PRAYER is the ultimate importance as a Christian...

I can quote numerous scriptures to support why we need to pray and I'm sure u are able to...
But right now, its really important to pray for our brothers and sisters in the combined cell... Yeah, you heard correctly... Sisters as well...

As i fellowshipped with the members of the combined cell, I can really see that Julee's girls are taxed and stretched in this particular season...

144 level - mainly common tests, schoolwork overload
Hui Yu - Studies for A levels (Its not easy, trust me)
Joadine - Final exams in month of May
Michelle & Si Jia - Lab report
Jocelyn - Final exams in april or may.... Plenty of work to rush nw...
Olivia - Schoolwork in JC (its tough being a JC student, trust me a 2nd time)
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* Dear other Julee girls, sorry, its beyond my ability to know wats going on in every person's life *

Guys side:

Johnathan - Plenty of training in camp, flying to Taiwan soon for further training
Jasper - India "vacation" sponsored by SAF
Hafiz - Family persecution for his faith in God
Wayne - Attachment to some company, may be quite xiong
Jaren - Church choir, teaching as a part time job... (its tough to be a free man from army as well)

Of course... Please feel free to add to this prayer list your requests so that we can pray for all...

Ephesians 6:18:
And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.

The reality of life... How much we really need to hear God?

2009-03-17T18:30:00.004+08:00

Hello its me Vaze... Having bloc leave till 22nd this month...

I listened to Casting Crowns - East to West track and one of the phrase which strucks me was "time and time again your truth is drowned out by the storms I'm in" Brothers.. Do we also face the same problem that the words of the world speaks louder than the words of God? Do we also the same struggle of remembering the sermon just 5 working days after pastor preaches it?

I realized from the 1st day since i become God's man is that its super super easy to let the words & things of the world distract and silences God's word to us... Even as G12 comes to a close this year, one thing that i keep reminding myself is to remember as much of teachings of the pastors...

I'm very sure that by now, I couldn't emphasize more on "why we need to hear from God", the understanding of the Word that brings strength, hope, faith to last us each day... But now.. Let me give u some handles to remember God's Word...

Remembering God's Word is more or less a man-made effort...
- Prayer
- Discipline

1. Prayer:
For me to remember God's Word through prayer... I will always pray before pastor preach and before quiet time... To ask God for revelation of His Word, to guard the Word in my heart, to send the Holy Ghost to help me to recall His Word in the tough times... I will also give thanks to God for His Word, and even recite the Word back to God by heart as an prophetic act of applying wat i learn

2. Discipline
To remember God's Word thru discipline, u jus have to find all the possible human ways to do it... For me, i have to make all effort to do it... Copy down the scripture from the bible into my devotional book, then memorizing it word for word... Even have to recite it when i'm on the move... Periodically give myself some memory tests to really see if I can memorize the verse completely or nt... Most impt, I need to learn to PAUSE & THINK during my tough times so that I can try to recall my memorized verses...

Afterall... all I can say is that its always part man - part God that helps to work... Do make an effort to recall God's Word, so that in times of trouble and overhwhelming situations, God's Word will speak louder than the world's!!

To end... I will put up the lyrics by Casting Crowns here... Here wat they say and try to connect with them....

1st stanza:
Here I am Lord and I'm drowning In your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where you found me
And it echoes in my mind, Keeps me awake tonight

2nd stanza:
I know you've cast my sins as far As the East is from the West
And I stand before you now As though I've never sinned
but today I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

Chorus:
Jesus can you show me Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can't bear to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other

3rd stanza
I start the day the war begins
Endless reminding of my sin
Time and time again Your Truth is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

intermission:
I know you've washed me white
Turned my darkness into light
I need your peace to get me through
To get me through this night
I can't live by what I feel
But by the truth your word reveals
I'm not holding on to you
But you're holding on to me
Your holding on to me....

Watch it here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyoVJfADlwo

Repentance = Guilt & Shame?

2009-03-15T23:05:00.005+08:00

Hi guys decided to make my thoughts from G12 be visualised and i wish to share with you guys!!!! Hope those who were not there to hear my sharing will read this and be of blessing to you !!!!

Repentance

After listening from Ps Caesar about the blood of the cross so many times. It dawned on me that we have to go to the foot of the cross with true repentance in our hearts!
When we speak of repentance, naturally what that comes to our mind is that it brings out the emotions of guilt & shame. It's natural and perfectly humane for us to have the sense of guilt and shame. We have the feeling of guilt and shame because we realise that we have sinned and we are sorry about the things which we have done.

Guilt and shame is only the realisation of sin. A kid three years of age will also feel guilt and shame when they are reprimanded for their wrongdoing. Pastor too also highlighted the pro-long feeling of gulit and shame are also the evil-doings of the devil.

What devil job is to grasp us by our sins and manipulate us away from God. True repentance comes only when we apply the blood of Jesus upon our sins and let Jesus be the one who receive the affliction for he is the only pure sacrificial that God accepts.

True repentance comes from the liberation from the guilt and shame from our sins.
Romans 8:1-2
"Therefore there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death."

Thus it is clearly stated that there are are no condemnation from Jesus and we have been set-free from the law of sin and John 3:17 once again emphasises on that:
John 3:17
" For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him."

So how do we identify that we are truly repented of our sins???
In a pslams so beautifully written it is states about the forgiveness of sins
Pslam 85:10
"Love and faithfullness meets together; righteouness and peace kiss each other"
It is so clearly stated righteousness and peace kiss each other. When we surrender our sins to Jesus, his blood has washed against our sins to give us a spirit of righteouness. Hence if righteouness and peace kiss each other, when Jesus reinstate our righteousness we will gain peace.

Thus all brothers are we seeking peace from the Lord for the forgiveness of our sins or are we choosing to dwell in the lies of the devil and live in the pains of all the guilt and shame that shackles us down to sins again and again.

My prayer to the spiritual family is that we will have eternal peace with the Lord, seeking to be transparent to Lord our God and not choosing to live in the guilt and shame of sins. Amen!

Bobby

See You Later, Alligator (part 2)

2009-03-11T13:46:00.004+08:00

(Woah.. Didn't know I will have time for part 2)

My bags are packed and I'm a nervous rack. haha.

Do keep me in prayers guys :

1) Health
2) Safety
3) Peace of mind - yeah, this trip also serve as a retreat for me to pray and seek the Lord in the many areas of my life. e.g : Sign on?? Ministry.. A soul searching trip I would say. haha.

So take care family!

Peace yo!!
Jasper Bro!! =D

See you later, Alligator!

2009-03-11T00:30:00.004+08:00

Take care Family! Enjoy and recieve maximum for the G12 conferences ya!!

Anyways, Dun try to be funny ar..

See ya!

Jasper Bro!!

Oh my...

2009-03-10T01:06:00.001+08:00

NOOOO!!!

Corny Joggy

2009-03-08T18:30:00.002+08:00

Hey familia, here's some thoughts that I penned down as i reflected on my early morning (YES 6.15AM) jog earlier today while i was taking a looooooooong bus trip home from town :S

As I was having a rather long jog early in the morning, the initial half was but a breeze, however, the second half of the jog, became an arduous one.

Things like being drained out, having my shoelaces out, and losing grip of my music player were some reasons to it. And at a certain point, I told God that i will run faster (garang), and not slow down, however, i still slowed down near the end point.

As I pondered in my thoughts while running, i thought, "Isn't this the same as the Christian journey?"

Being drained out is due to the fact that we have not paced ourselves properly, and have overwhelmed our limitations.

As I was looking at my shoelaces, I thought of stopping to tie my shoelaces, however, I realized that, if i had to tie them, I would need to stop, and I would thus lose my jogging momentum and will get drained out even more quickly, and another thought came into me,
"What if my shoelaces get hooked onto something and i were to fall?"
However, with assurance from God that i nothing would happen to me, I continued running, at the same time, ensuring that i would avoid any objects that might entangle the shoelaces.

It dawned upon me that, that is just like obstacles in our lives. And that the best way to deal with it is to keep moving forward without allowing ourselves to be stumbled by it, and in fact, we should run by faith and keep trusting God! However, do keep the obstacle in view, and NOT let it cause us to fall.

Losing grip of my music player is not much of a problem, however, somehow, it was yet so significant. The 'problem' of losing grip of it could be solved while i was running, and it signifies the sharing of a burden.
An idiotproof way of explaining it, would be that, if you lose grip of your music player while holding it on your right hand, you either use your left hand to push it back up, or use your left hand to take it away from your right hand. Simple right?
This shows the left hand helping the right hand.
Just as we are all part of a single body in Christ, we are different parts too. We ought to help one another when the burden becomes too heavy for either party to bear!

Finally (YES FINALLEEEEEE), as i reluctantly slowed down at the last moments of the jog, due to excruciating stitch pains, intense muscle aches, and having a hard time catching my breath, it was revealed to me that no matter how strong our will, ultimately, we are still but imperfect beings.
"The spirit is willing, but the body is weak." Matthew 26:41b

However, the most important fact on this is that, God knows it, and being ever so gracious, He will forgive us when we fail to uphold to our words, and in fact, He has given us His Spirit to be our counselor, and to empower us to do great and mighty things to glorify His name.

Love,
Cornelius :D

Good online free guitar lessons!!

2009-03-07T22:31:00.002+08:00

Well guys, though Alvin's basic classes have ended, your guitar lesson doesnt end there. I've found a pretty good link for the song we have learnt: Open the eyes of my heart. Guitarist is Daniel Choo and I feel he's pretty gd with his skills and vocals. Well, it was him that i learnt my Jesus Lover of my soul from. So guys, if u're keen to learn more, u can visit the links below. He also does have other melodious pieces as well.

Link for Open the eyes of my heart:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pWHXzxbCYj8

instructional video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fF8k7ta1zw4&feature=related

Entire Library of videos of Daniel Choo b found at:
http://grahamchoo.blogspot.com

ENJOY!!!

A-B-C Guide to Success in Life

2009-03-04T12:33:00.007+08:00

In my Junior College days, I was one of the top Ten-Pin bowler chalking an average of 200 PPG (points-per-game). I trained hard and my dream was to one day win an Open competition and be part of the Singapore National Bowling Team.

In the first year of my National Service, I crack-fractured my right wrist (my master hand) during the Standard Obstacle Course (SOC) test. I went through 1 year of physiotherapy and rehab, but never able to carry heavy stuff using my right hand again. I was downgraded to PES C1L2 and I was never able to take part in competitive bowling again. [Reality strikes and my world just collaspe around me... it's a lousy feeling. ]

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In my university days, I was an avid sportsman. I played soccer, basketball, soccer, squash and almost any ball games. In January 2006 during my Masters' studies, I had a freak accident on a rainy day. I slipped, fell and sprained my right ankle (my master foot)really badly. I was out of sports action for almost 6 months, unable to do even light jogging. [I felt really lousy about myself.]

During the 6 months, I went through intensive rehab and physiotherapy (up to 2-3 times a week, sweating like a madman at every physio session!). In November - December 2006, I took part in a 100KM walkathon, climbed the 72-storey Vertical Marathon @ Swissotel and completed the 42KM Singapore Marathon.

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During my Masters' studies in Bioengineering (2004 - 2006), I was required to take Biology subjects, understand Biology concepts and theories, write reports and do up presentations on them. These were a major challenge for me as I have never ever taken Biology before in my life!

I mugged, studied, burned midnight oil studying and preparing for every single homework, test, exams and presentation. This is on top of being a cell leader and serving in church.

In end-2007, I was conferred my Masters' Degree in Engineering. Together with it, I had three conference presentations, two journal papers, and one patent application to my name. I just collected my Masters' Degree graduation certificate this week. *All Smiles*

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Success in life doesn't mean having a glamourous lifestyle, great achievements, nor popular and accepted by people. All these are good and important things in life. BUT... Is that how you really would define Success?

To me, the A-B-C guide to Success is:

1. Able to star at every challenges that comes in life and see the opportunity for growth.
2. Being able to bounce back from defeats and failures in life - having a never-say-die attitude.
3. Choosing not to compare and envy the people around you, but follow your principles, values and convictions of life.

Unless the LORD builds the house, its builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain. In vain you rise early and stay up late, toiling for food to eat—for he grants sleep to those he loves. - Psalm 127:1-2 (NIV)

Unless we learn to put God as central in the area of our work / studies, else we will always be toiling and struggling with the affairs of the world.

Sunny Day Or Rainy Days Christians

2009-03-02T21:04:00.003+08:00

Rainy Days?
Sunny Days?

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Rainy Day or Sunny Day christians? Give it a little thought. Are we Sunny day christians? Shining bright and praising God only in Good times or Are we Rainy Day christians? Resilient and Determined giving praise and shining for God in times of test.

I personally would want to be a Rainy Day Christian. It's easy to be a Sunny Day Christian. Praising God and shining outwardly during good times. But life isn't always a bed of roses.
John 16:33
"I have told you these things, so that in me you have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

We a lord that is a overcomer of these troubled times ! Yes overcomer, this means that troubles will still come but we have a Lord in which we can depend to overcome it!

But this doesn't mean that when thunderstorm comes, we will be supernaturally sheltered from it. Our faith in the Lord is just like an umbrella in times like these, if we have a weak faith in the Lord, we will be like holding a very small umbrella, though sheltered from the rain, we will be eventually drenched from the heavy downpour in the long run.
But if our faith and believe in the Lord is strong, we would be carrying a huge umbrella being better sheltered from all the coming downpour.
Hebrews 4:12
"For the word of the Lord is living and active. Sharper than any double edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart."

Thus we should meditate and heep the word of the Lord close to our hearts so that our hearts and attitides will be aligned to that of christ, so that we can take challenges face with the wisdom of the Lord.

Brothers, we are living in times where rainy days are predominant over the sunny days thus let's us be determined in believing God words and doing things God's way!!!

Bob

Feeling vs. Facts

2009-03-01T19:51:00.005+08:00

"... we learn to live not by our feelings about God but by the facts. I refuse to believe my depressions; I choose to believe in God. If I break my leg I do not become less a person. My wife and children do not repudiate me. Neither when my faith fractures or my feelings bruise does God cast me off and reject me.

My feelings are important for many things. They are essential and valuable. They keep me aware of much that is true and real. But they tell me next to nothing about God or my relation to God. My security comes from who God is, not from how I feel. Discipleship is a decision to live by what I know about God, not by what I feel about him or myself or my neighbours." - Eugene H. Peterson, A Long Obedience in the Same Direction

WHO IS GOD TO YOU?

Hold on to those truths and facts about God and what He has done for you; and DO NOT let your feelings and emotions mislead you. And CHOOSE to live your life based on those facts, NOT feelings!

Those who trust in God are like Zion Mountain: Nothing can move it, a rock-solid mountain you can always depend on. Mountains encircle Jerusalem, and God encircles his people — always has and always will. The fist of the wicked will never violate what is due the righteous, provoking wrongful violence. Be good to your good people, God, to those whose hearts are right! God will round up the backsliders, corral them with the incorrigibles. Peace over Israel! - Psalm 125 (The Message)

I'm Amazed!!!

2009-02-28T21:47:00.005+08:00

It's a rainy Saturday evening and I find myself walking around the crowded Tampines mall Century Square complex looking for a Chinese Chess set for my Gkidz boys to play. I'm kind of surprise that there is not a shop in the entire complex that actually sells chinese chess but I found something much better!

The latest Planetshakers CD!

I was quite discourage last week when i hit Mount Zion last week to look for planetshakers old album 'Reflector' as it's out of stock. But miraculously, the track is actually included inside this album. The odds of that happening.

Jesus Loves Me!!!

Jasper Bro!

Margined Lifestyle

2009-02-26T17:55:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night I was listening to an audio sermon by Pastor Benny Ho entitled "Finding Balance in a Busy World". Ps Benny mentioned in one segment that being in such a steessful world we live in, we need to learn to draw MARGINS in our lifestyle to prevent ourselves from burning out / to find balance. And Ps Benny mentions we need margins in:

Emotionally – Get in touch with our own inner world
Physically – Recuperate from tiredness
Financially
Spiritually – Time to connect with God

As I reflected, I felt that I needed to draw margins under Category (1) Emotionally, (2) Physically and (4) Spiritually.

So today, I took leave from work for my monthly solitude time. And this was how I drew my MARGINS:

Physically - Had a good sleep and only woke up at 11:00am today!
Emotionally - Spend time to catch up with my parents, went grocery shopping with my Mum, and watch a slow-moving DVD (For One More Day) to get in touch with my emotions.
Spiritually - Solitude time just soaking and reading the Word of God through Psalms 120-125, witnessing and declaring the awesome attributes of God

We all need to learn to draw margins in our lives, else we would not be able to last the long haul. Margins in our lives will enable us to pause and sharpen our tools and be more effective. Margins at times require us to Say No to people and requests around - Remember, we are NOT indispensable and we are NOT God (we are not omnipresent).

Do you feel like you are burning out? Maybe it's time to re-look and draw your MARGINS.

Growing Faith in Difficult Times

2009-02-26T00:28:00.006+08:00

"Faith develops out of the most difficult aspects of our existence, not the easiest. The person of faith is not a person who has been born, luckily, with a good digestion and sunny disposition..... It is Christ, not culture, that defines our lives. It is the help we experience, not the hazards we risk, that shapes our days." - Eugene H. Peterson, A Long Obedience in the Same Direction

Pause and do a stock take on our spiritual walk. When was the last time we really cried out to the Lord in desperation? When was the last time we felt a really sudden surge in our faith? When was the turning point in our Christian walk where our faith suddenly went one notch higher?

Honestly, it is typically during the rough patches in life that we will cry out to God for help. We can easily get by each smooth sailing or 'nothing much' days without the need for God.

A simple equation can easily look like this:

Difficult times => Faith in God grows

Normal times => Faith stagnates or gradually goes downhill

The truth of the matter is that it is NOT the difficult times that make our faith grow. In fact, it is the desperate crying out during the difficult times that causes our faith to grow.

If God hadn't been for us — all together now, Israel, sing out! - If God hadn't been for us when everyone went against us, We would have been swallowed alive by their violent anger, Swept away by the flood of rage, drowned in the torrent; We would have lost our lives in the wild, raging water. Oh, blessed be God! He didn't go off and leave us. He didn't abandon us defenseless, helpless as a rabbit in a pack of snarling dogs. We've flown free from their fangs, free of their traps, free as a bird. Their grip is broken; we're free as a bird in flight. God's strong name is our help, the same God who made heaven and earth. - Psalm 124 (The Message)

There is that natural tendency within us to cry out to the Father for help during these tough moments because we know in His promise to us that "God's strong name is our help" and we CAN put our faith and trust in Him. God will NEVER fail us.

My prayer is that we all do not need to wait till tough times that we turn to call upon God, but that everyday we can call upon His name in all that we do.

We can do so, because God is a God that 'doesn't go off nor leave us'!

2009-02-24T21:50:00.002+08:00

Inspired by Martin King Luther Jr

(link http://www.americanrhetoric.com/speeches/mlkihaveadream.htm)

I Have A Dream...

That one day, in spite of individualistic tendencies and the delicate complexities of rallying individuals, the people of the united tribes of EJA will overcome the unfavourable odds, and at the annointed moment, decide to have a noon-time meal together.

In keeping with the teachings of a certain teacher to "not give up on meeting up", to fellowship, to enjoy each other's company, to learn from the brother or sister whom one sees every week and think nothing more of it, to just hang out without the distraction of an official agenda.....

I have a dream, that these people will make effort to spend at least 1/84 of their standard 168 hours/week to meet up in non-regulation time. Let us not wallow in the defeat of excuses, I say to you today my friends.

And so even though we face the difficulties in the form of "meeting friends" and "got project", I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in A 2:42.

I have a dream that one day these people will rise up and make good the saying,"devoted to the fellowship." That one day beyond the yellow doors of expo, the sons of taxi drivers, the daughters of engineers will be able to freely chill out on their own accord.

A dream that sees many individuals, one body, moving off in unison towards Expo Mrt to their destination of fellowship. A dream that one day, in the looseness of our lips, the words "you don't joke la!","mai xian" or something to that effect, will appear less and less.

And out of that void comes a fountain of encouragement and truth to hearten the people. And that will be the day, when all of God's people will let ring the words,

"Free at last! Free at last! Thank God Almighty, we are free at last from hiding behind busy-ness and the poison of our tongues!

-Anon

Where is God on Your Weekdays?

2009-02-23T21:22:00.005+08:00

"The great danger of Christian discipleship is that we should have two religions: a glorious, biblical Sunday gospel that sets us to free from the world... and, then, an everyday religion that we make do with during the week between the time of leaving the world and arriving in Heaven. We save the Sunday gospel for the big crises of existence. For the mundane trivialities... We use the everyday religion of the Reader's Digest reprint, advice from a friend, an Ann Landers column, the huckstered wisdom of a talk-show celebrity. We practice patent-medicine religion." - Eugene H. Peterson, A Long Obedience in the Same Direction

A Christian faith reality check question which all of us need to constant ask ourselves (especially on weekdays) is this:

"Where has all the knowledge we have learnt from Sunday sermons and cell meeting gone to on weekdays?"

One moment we are all on spiritual highs during the weekends in cell meetings and Sunday services. The next moment (sometimes less than 24 hours later), we are wallowing in the dreadful pits of defeat in life and seemingly God is the last thing on our minds.

We rather go in search for nice hearing advices from friends, cool inspirational motivating speakers, and occasionally flipping through teenage magazines trusting those ever-changing advices! Where is God on our Weekdays?!?! Chucked aside when things starts getting busy?

Christianity is neither a religion nor a CCA... it is neither a "feel good club" nor a "one-stop-solve-all-problems" rehabilitation centre.

Christianity is a life ordained by God. We have direct access to God when we choose to walk in His path and grow in knowing Him more. In His path, we do not need to turn to the world's religion. In God, we have the Master Helper!

I lift up my eyes to the hills—where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth. He will not let your foot slip—he who watches over you will not slumber; indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. The LORD watches over you—the LORD is your shade at your right hand; the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night. The LORD will keep you from all harm—he will watch over your life; the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore. - Psalm 121 (NIV)

Fed Up with Evil

2009-02-21T10:27:00.005+08:00

"A person has to be thoroughly disgusted with the way things are to find the motivation to set out on the Christian way. As long as we think... another scientific breakthrough might save the environment or another pay raise might push us over the edge of anxiety into a life of tranquility, we are not likely to risk the arduous uncertainties of the life of faith. A person has to get fed up with the ways of the world before he, before she, acquires an appetite for the world of grace." - Eugene H. Peterson, A Long Obedience in the Same Direction

Fed Up -> Coming to a point beyond frustration where one recognizes the need to seek an alternative solution or way out.

Are you fed up already with the ways of the world i.e. striving, backstabbing, where work doesn't guarantee results, economic downturn, insecurities in human relationships...etc?

Or are you just frustrated and are pulling your hair in trying all sorts of human efforts to resolve all these seemingly unresolvable problems? (Somehow the problem grows worse when we do more!)

Are you Fed Up? Why not turn to Jesus!

I'm in trouble. I cry to God, desperate for an answer: "Deliver me from the liars, God! They smile so sweetly but lie through their teeth. "Do you know what's next, can you see what's coming, all you barefaced liars? Pointed arrows and burning coals will be your reward. I'm doomed to live in Meshech, cursed with a home in Kedar. My whole life lived camping among quarreling neighbors. I'm all for peace, but the minute I tell them so, they go to war! - Psalm 120 (The Message)

The army life...

2009-02-20T12:45:00.002+08:00

Hello... its VaZe here bringing you some teachings from army....
Yes... I promised that i'll cut on army talk outside camp, but i feel that this is some basic fundamental principles that i want to bring across to everybody...

My life in army is very relaxing physically, but still challenging mentally as...
I have to live with all the:
- people who uses vulgarities like punctuation marks
- regimentation -> no moving around the camp, change into all sorts of attire, etc...
- platoon mates who are not happy over every minor issues (bread & butter issues)

You see, when u start to live with 50 other men on the same level, 50 different personalities, 50 different expectations, there bound to be disagreements and conflicts... One guy not happy with another guy for telling him to march properly, a group of people outcast 1 person as the person is not doing his duty well...

For me? I believe that army is my paradise... Not in the sense that i'm a glutton for punishment, but that its a good training ground to build some character, build some life prinicples...

When i first stepped into Tekong, i asked myself what do i want to see myself doing here... and i set only 1 boundary for myself:
- No vulgarities

Eventually, as time passes, i began to add more prinicples to my army life as i read the Word of God daily:

- No reading of FHM, Maxim or similar materials to set a good example as a Christian as well as to stop all the lust of the flesh

-No Chao Keng as God reminded us in 2 Timothy 2:3-6 that as soldiers of God, we endure all hardships and please our commanding officers

- No complaining and murmur about my duties, be it guard duty or confinement, as in 2 Cor 11:23-29, Paul says that he face pressure everyday, yet he boast of his sufferings, not complain about his sufferings...

- Humility -> I learn to take humble pie in all circumstances, lower my expectations on people when they work with me... Not to boast of my achievments, give a listening ear to the people around me, help resolve misunderstandings, go an extra mile to help my section mates, watch my tone when I speak so as not to provoke people, encourage my platoon mates to get things done...

- Excellence - As toilet I/C, i always report to the tolilet the earliest, and leave the toilet the last during cleaning... I have to do most of the dirtiest things, remove chokes in toliet bowls, scrunbbing the corners of the toliet walls... I have to even do my duty even when i'm not feeling well so that all the other cleaners are motivated to do as well...

- Discipline -> I learn how to discipline myself to do quiet time, read Godly books when other people are sleeping on their beds to have an early rest

After applying so many prinicples in my army life... People began to look to me one way or another... Platoon mates who has no one to confide in about their family or girlfriend problems come to me to talk... People invited me to do bible study with them, invited for prayer meeting, people are glad to work with me, even for guard duty...

On my part, I managed to share the gospel with my section mates, encourage one of my section mate with bible verses as he cannot seem to shoot accurately and is depressed... I encourage some of my platoon mates to stay positive during confinement, resolve some tensions between my platoon mates... I loan my bible, Christian books to people to read...

In short... what i want to say is that the Word of God should turn into active living prinicples that u anchor on everyday of your life... Then as you apply these prinicples, u see urself growing more, u see urself able to manage all the challenges with great ease...

Ending verse: 1 Cor 15:58 - Therefore stand firm my brothers, let nothing move you, for your labour in the Lord is never in vain

Words are Powerful

2009-02-19T10:32:00.005+08:00

"Words kill, words give life; they're either poison or fruit—you choose." - Proverbs 18:21 (The Message)

How true the scripture sums it up. Every single word that we utter during the day has power to either give or destroy life. And the Bible puts it really well that in all the words that we speak, we have a CHOICE to decide what comes out from our lips.

Pause. Let this simple scripture speak to our hearts. When was the last time we actually pause and think before letting those words come out from our mouths?

How often is it that we regret what we have spoken in a haste of anger or unhappiness?

Yes, it is true we can quickly attribute it to "a lousy day we had", or "He/she started it first" or the ultimate classic excuse "I am just like that, I can't help it"

Do these reasons sound familiar? Honestly, I am also guilty of it at times. But the point I am making here is that we should not just sweep everything away from our own responsibility and blame it on our genes, our day, the other party..etc. We should stop playing the blame game. The Word of God clearly tells us that the CHOICE is up to us. He gave us the will to choose as well as control our emotions.

So before we get swamped with our hectic schedule ahead, pause and decide now that we will CHOOSE to speak words of life rather than poison to the next person whom we talk to.

Answering before listening is both stupid and rude. A healthy spirit conquers adversity, but what can you do when the spirit is crushed? - Proverbs 18:13-14

With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be. - James 3:9-10

Think Relationally? Let's learn to Speak Relationally as well. =D

Valentine's Day Party 2009 - "Where Is The Love?"

2009-02-17T18:02:00.006+08:00

It’s been around since the dawn of humanity and beyond. It beautifies, empowers, motivates, cultivates, brings tears, warm hearts; and in recent times, burn wallets. Discriminating no one, love is in the air this Valentine’s Day, when the celebrating of love between friends, family and that special someone brings much joy to flower vendors and marketers of novelty flicks.

Valentine's Day Party “Where is the Love” anchored by youths from YCYPAO aimed to spread love in a different way, by sharing the love of Christ and His people on earth. From the moment the party started, with the welcoming of guests at the reception with balloon sculptures, and roses for the fairer gender, to the introduction of Valentine’s Day and its main highlight (roses, roses and more roses!) the mood never died down. Most of the guests even came decked out in pink and red! Upon stepping from the colorful registration room to the main, cosy and cooling room, guests were greeted by a vibrant array of balloons on the walls, and large bold “HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY” words on boards. Interesting, hardly seen before Vday quotes were flashed on a big screen, giving a definite Valentine’s Day feel. Sitting down in their groups on colorful and comfortable mats, it felt soothing enough to just sit there and not move.

Icebreakers followed. While getting to know strangers on a more personal level was difficult in a short time frame allowed for the icebreaking, the organizers of the party had in mind a creative activity to ensure groups get pass that awkward “Hi, you are?” moment.

Each group was given 50 minutes to prepare a skit based on Disney stories like “Cinderalla“, “Beauty and the Beast“, “Snow White” and “The Frog Prince”, with an added twist, in the form of contemporary love songs having to be somehow incorporated into the skit. Admittedly the atmosphere was not that hyped up initially as people began to feel their way into gelling together as a group and coming up with interesting ideas. Yet as ideas snowballed and people rehearsed, even the apprehensive ones began to loosen up and go wild. 45 minutes into the preparation, chaos reigned. People were all over the room acting funny, laughing at their friends and themselves, trying very hard to get their skit ready in time.

Come show time, most of the groups were ready to present their skit in front of the 70-strong crowd present at the party. Modernized versions of “Sleeping Beauty”, along with controversial “Frog Prince” and other hilarious skits kept the audience in peals of laughter. If there was any awkwardness among the groups, there certainly was not now.

Halfway into the amusement of watching friends bringing to life Disney stories, Ee Jay went up to share his love story. In a short yet catching account of falling in love over fries amongst other things, he told of how God moulded his love life to the success story it is now.

Olivia, had this to say, “I thought it was too little time to plan a skit in a group that doesn’t know each other…but yup I thought the sharing was good."

The key to a successful love story in a pocket-friendly manner? G-O-D!

Despite time constrains, new friends still had this to say on the event, “It’s a great way to spend Valentine’s Day”, said Mingli. Besides, what other enjoyable way to be spending V-day as a single? For others, it was a creative way of spending the day. Said Daryl, “It’s fun, unique and meaningful.” Cliché yet heartfelt words from someone spending one of his last few V-days as a single and unavailable man. Reflecting these sentiments, Cheryl felt “ The event was not bad and enjoyable.” To see friends bring friends and allowing a place for friendships to grow and new ones to be made was definitely heart-warming. Its said that a picture speaks a thousand words, and the Event Photo taken at the end of the party spoke volumes on the many untold stories of people and relationships.

Other than the participants, the committee of 3 that was set up to conceptualize, plan and execute the whole party had much to say. Having other commitments in National Service, Team Coordinator Jasper commented that, he “felt very relief because of many last minute changes but still managing to pull if off.” At times, he felt “a little frustrated because of restriction in camp and not being able to do a lot of things.”

Thankfully, the team had a huge backing in the form of the spiritual family. “Its great to see the family rallying for this event, helping and inviting new friends to join us, and the dynamic was good!” said Sai Kang Warrior, Miss-all-over-the-place Joadine.

The High Commissioner of Committee Where Is The Love, Ee Jay released a statement affirming the success of the event: “It’s a joy to see the youths coordinate and run this event for the youths, Well planned and organized. Even as an adult, I enjoyed the program a lot!”

Personally, I had visualized the setting to be even more cosy with more than balloons to create the V-day mood. However, with the energy generated by the groups, the lack of more decorations was more than made up for. Looking at how long the party lasted, I’m amazed at how groups of relatively strangers were able to come up with decent skits. If this were a movie, I will give it 4 popcorns! If not for the effort, then at least for the jovial people there and the amusement of it all.

Written by Jaren, just ORD-ed!

Heart Check 101

2009-02-17T10:38:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, as we hear Ps Khong share about "The Blood for the Heart", let's learn to guard our hearts and prevent ourselves from developing a hardened heart. Here are some symptoms of a hardened heart which I have observed in my journey as a leader over the years. Let's be watchful and vigilant because "our enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour" (1 Peter 5:8 NIV)

Symptoms of a Hardened Heart

Critical Attitude - Skeptical and always critical instead of having a humble attitude in dialoging or seeking.
Blaming God - Ungrateful for blessings from God, but constantly finding faults in life and blaming God for being unfair.
Faithless - Disappointments and failures in journey of life caused one to developed that faithless despondent spirit.
Pride - Thinking you-know-it all. Something to be watchful of especially for older Christians.
Closed-Open Decision - Already made up decisions in heart and refuse to give in. Only come before leaders to make it seem religious or politically correct, but actually no intentions to be open for other options.

Gear Up for G12 Conference 2009!!

2009-02-16T09:34:00.002+08:00

This was the reflection which I wrote after the G12 Conference in 2007. Even as I read it today, and excitement and anticipation builds in my heart, eagerly awaiting what God will reveal to us at this year's G12 Conference 2009.

May this reflection bless your heart as well. Amidst of our busy or packed schedules of life, let's be praying for this conference, the speakers, the delegates and more importantly, for our hearts to be open to what God will speak to us. =D

Reflection on International G12 Conference 2007

“The Vision puts us to the test.” This statement by Pastor Cesar on the first night of the conference jolted my mind. With this being the sixth G12 conference that I have attended since FCBC embraced the G12 Vision, I could identify with this statement that Pastor Cesar put across. Since the start of year 2007, it has been disappointing and heartbreaking seeing many lives around me walking away from the Lord for various reasons. Youths whom I thought had displayed great potential to be leaders, fellow siblings in Christ whom had encouraged me along in this journey and even leaders whom I look up to. Within a span of 3 months, I began hearing news of them choosing to walk out on God, the church and the spiritual family. It was with this burden that I went to this year’s G12 conference with, and God showed me the answer through this statement which Pastor Cesar made. Indeed, the Vision truly puts us to the test, a test where I recognize that apart from relying on God, I can do nothing. God revealed to me the need to come back to the closet of prayer once again, and reigniting the urgency and desperation of persistent prayer of faith which will move the hand of God. It was time to put aside the focus on structure, techniques and strategies, but come back to deliberate and intentional quality time in engaging the Holy Spirit in prayer.

Sons and slaves. This was another matter which I heard repeatedly through the conference from both Pastor Cesar and Pastor Khong, both of whom had gone through the heartaches of losing spiritual sons within the past few months. I felt convicted that I do not want to be a slave whom is self centered and constantly taking from the spiritual father. But I want to be a true spiritual son, who submits and be a blessing to my spiritual father. Just as what Pastor Cesar shared, the Christian walk is about continuously giving to the Lord. The more we try to wrestle with our rights and what we should receive, the more we will struggle and is unable to be a genuine blessing to our spiritual fathers. Just as the parable of the true vine in John 15, only when we remain in the vine (in Him), will we receive the full blessings of God. Similarly, when there is alignment with our spiritual leaders, the blessings of God will flow.

Last but not least, one tremendous inspiration through this conference was to see Daniel and Priscilla taking to the pulpit in sharing. Both of them represent the Joshua generation (youth generation) who dares to go forth in boldness and courage. In Daniel and Priscilla, they have set the example for us youths to follow along in daring to step out in faith to proclaim the Good News to the multitudes.

I thank God for this highly-Faith-charged G12 conference as it just gets better every year. I am inspired in faith to find my twelve, setting the example for my disciples and helping them to find their twelve too. I don’t want to just talk the walk, I want to walk the talk. I will be signing up for the 100,000 challenge!

Voting Satan back to hell!!!!

2009-02-15T19:09:00.005+08:00

I thought what pastor said today about how guilt and sin will only speed up the process of us having a hardened heart.

Like pastor says, the heart is the core of our spiritual being . Hence having a hardened heart would only.....

1.cause us to have little or no compassion

2. zero compassion equals not being to able to glorify God

3.ultimately disrupts God's desire to glorify us just as we glorify him.

Therefore we need to kick "guilt" and "sin" out FAST!!!!

Lets all rally as a cell group to vote the devil to exile island where there is nothing but combat rations for him to eat !!!!!

Lets make him stop playing with our emotions !!!!

Lets stop playing RELIGION!!!!

We could go on and on declaring we have power over Satan ...but really lets take an active and effective step to vote him off....

I encourage you brothers tonight before you sleep , why not come to a posture of humility as you tell God

" Seriously soften my heart God... help me live out all the lyrics of praise and worship songs I sing every week...."

"Heal my heart and make it clean

Open up my eyes to the things unseen

Show me how to love like You have loved me

Break my heart for what breaks Yours

Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause

As I walk from earth into eternity"

I tell you confidently brothers.... Live it out, and we ll vote him off!!!!!

Franzzz

Cell Fund Matters

2009-02-15T16:38:00.003+08:00

*Important update by EeJay. Do take note that in violation of the Cyber Wellness value of Astuteness, this post has been taken down. In future, do take note not to post up sensitive details as blog posting.

For details on cell fund matter, please contact JJ directly. Any other enquiries, look for EJ. Thanks. =D

Think Relationally

2009-02-13T10:10:00.004+08:00

On Wednesday morning on my way to work, I was praying to God and surrendering the huge amount of expected workload that is to come in the next few days ahead and how much I needed help...

Preparing for the presentation to our Executive Director (Ps E)
Revamping some programme materials for Friday and Saturday's parenting talks
Preparing for Saturday's Valentine's Day event

Suddenly, God just jolted my mind with this question, "How are you thinking relationally in your workplace?"

I know it when God jolts me and this was it... I better wake up my idea and start thinking rather than lamenting about my work.

How true it is! Many time (especially when I am busy), I seriously do not think relationally. I am so focused and caught up in the work I do that I become functionally relational - meaning I relate to people only when they are of help to me e.g. only talk more to my colleague because he/she is able to help me do up a report.

To truly think relationally is that in the process of busyness and hectic schedule, our outward expression is to bless the person. The constant thing on our minds would be, "How can I be a blessing to this person beyond just the task that needs to be done?"

The scripture in Acts tells us this:

That day about three thousand took him at his word, were baptized and were signed up. They committed themselves to the teaching of the apostles, the life together, the common meal, and the prayers. Everyone around was in awe—all those wonders and signs done through the apostles! And all the believers lived in a wonderful harmony, holding everything in common. They sold whatever they owned and pooled their resources so that each person's need was met. They followed a daily discipline of worship in the Temple followed by meals at home, every meal a celebration, exuberant and joyful, as they praised God. People in general liked what they saw. Every day their number grew as God added those who were saved. - Acts 2:41-47 (The Message)

Let's learn to think relationally in our workplace/classrooms today. Beyond getting a task done or task driven... let's think of how we can bless the people around.

Start today by:

Think of one thing to thank God for in your colleague/classmate - not a task, but who the person is. E.g. I thank God for Alvin because he always encourages me and supports me through prayer. He is someone I can count on when I am down.
Think of one way you can bless your colleague/classmate today - through a task, but speak life. E.g. Encouraging a colleague whom feels lousy after training

We can all make a difference today when we learn to Think Relationally!

What I Did on my Day Off...

2009-02-11T14:35:00.005+08:00

Monday was my day off and this was how I spent it...

It was a wonderful 2-hours of spending solitude time @ Parkway Swensens with God (and of course yummy ice cream around!) without any other agenda except just enjoying His Presence.

I wasn't doing any planning. I wasn't presenting to God my prayer requests either. Neither was I telling God how sad or happy my day went.

I just sat down and enjoyed God's presence by:

Penning down the blessings that I have experienced the past week and thanking God.
Reading the Bible and just being amazed at how awesome God is through the scriptures.

Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked. - Psalm 84:10

Have you been spending time with the Lord? Or have you been caught up with the busyness of life (studies, work, BGR...etc) that you may have unknowingly neglected God?

God misses you a lot. Why not dedicates some time out today and just spend it with Him... No requests nor agendas... Just enjoying His Presence. =D

EeJay

You can be used by God(2)

2009-02-09T23:54:00.005+08:00

About 6 months ago, i happened to help a blind at my house busstop who i later found out he's my neighbour staying one level above mine.

Remembering that day i was actually rushing to school. For i might be late, with an anxious heart, i prayed hard that my bus to woodlands would come fast. During then, i noticed a blind who appeared some distance behind me.. i just sensed God asking me to help him.. i was reminded to be a blessing ALWAYS! however, i tried to shake off this idea by telling myself i got a school to attend and didn't want to be late, plus assuming someone else would help him..

Eventually, i began to worry about the blind bcoz no one seemed to care about him.. during then i noticed God had convicted my heart to be blessing to this man.. i walked over and asked him where was he heading and what bus he intending to take.. that point of time, i already decided to accompany him to his destination for he's going yishun, still on the way for me but i would miss my 1st class. Thru the bus ride, we talked and later found out we stayed in the same block. Deep in my heart, i was praying for him for God's grace to be more over him.

I felt proud that day even i was "suan" for being late for school as i was a Christian, because i knew God had used me to help His people. i knew i did the right thing.

So during that time, we actually exchanged hp numbers and i did sms him occasionally. 6 months later, just yest i met up with the blind. He knew i was a christian and wanted to ask me questions.

Hallelujah! Cut the long story short. God not only used me but also His other people to help him.. My neighbour said another guy who was from FCBC invited Him to church. When i heard that, i told him i was from that Church too!! my neighbour was delighted and agreed to follow that friend to Church! I strongly believe God heard my prayer 6 months ago and showed the greatest grace to him by revealing Himself to my neighbour!! Oh YES!! my neighbour is coming to CHURCH!! i am so excited la!!

Brothers, don't look down on the little things that God can use you to bless others! you never know your little act can bring much encouragement to others! Having this year to be a year of loving our neighbour as ourselves, what have we been doing this far into the year?

Let's not focus onto how much harvest we can reap but how much seeds we can sow for the glory of God!! Let's wear the crown of glory with a character that reflects Christ-likeness in us!! =)

Alvin

Where is your CROWN?

2009-02-09T11:03:00.005+08:00

Even as Ps Khong shared about the what it means to put on the crown (let's have a quick recap):

Destined to Reflect God (Character)

Destined to Reign with God (Control)

Destined to Revel in His Glory (Celebration)

I am sure we are really excited to claim these blessing which God wants to bless us with.

BUT... let's take a step back and ask ourselves this question today.. "Where is our CROWN in the first place?" To put on the crown, we first need to locate our crown! Because in the everyday living, many of us may have misplace, lost or thrown away our crown!

Have we:

Misplaced our Crown? - Haven't been having quality Quiet Time with the Lord, no passion in prayer or feeling dry always in our spiritual walk.

Lost our Crown? - Always falling into the vicious cycle of sin.

Thrown away our Crown? - Giving up hope and living a defeated life. Lost the fighting spirit to believe God for breakthroughs in our lives.

May I encourage you with the Word of God today:

Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. - James 1:12

Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life. - Revelations 2:10

Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. - 1 Corinthians 9:25-26

So where is your CROWN today?

Jesus replied, "The kingdom of God does not come with your careful observation, nor will people say, 'Here it is,' or 'There it is,' because the kingdom of God is within you." - Luke 17:21

God has already given us the crown of life, which is the Kingdom of God that lives within us. We just need to make a deliberate choice everyday when we wake up to wear it.

Would you repeat this prayer together with me today wherever you are:

"Dear God! Today I declare and believe with all my heart that the Kingdom of God lives within me! I choice to put away all the previous crowns of bitterness, anger, fear, defeatedness...etc. And today I choose intentionally to put on the crown of righteousness because I am a Child of God. A victor and an overcomer in Christ! Amen!"

EeJay

2009-02-08T19:37:00.006+08:00

Ah pa we all should go bowling soon =D who knows ??!! we might even have a trinity father spirit son session while bowling =D

franzzzzz

2009-02-06T18:09:00.005+08:00

Congrats to Leonard on his new posting and JJ on upcoming book out...... and my even sooner ORD!!!

I don't really have anything significant to post but this just to stay connected with you guys in a cyber-manner.......

Its the 6th of Feb,37 days after 2008. I wonder how many of us are still taking active steps to keep our new year resolutions/faith goals. I know I dont have an A in that department,but yeah I'm still trying,so help me brothers,and each other too amidst our busy days.

God bless y'all!

V-DAY!!

Combined Cell Valentine's Day Event - Where is the LOVE?

2009-02-06T00:09:00.004+08:00

Let's invite our friends to come experience and find the TRUE LOVE of their lives! =D

Hey Hey!!

2009-02-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.. getting quiet here aye.. always the same ol' people blogging.. Do find time k?

Saw my schedule for the week, kind of crazy with a lot of SOC and Medical Covers to do.. So do pray for me ya!

Psalm 116:1-9
I love the Lord, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy.
Because he turned his ear to me, I will call on him as long as I live.
The cords of death entangled me, the anguish of the grave came upon me;
I was overcome by trouble and sorrow.
Then I called on the name of the Lord: "O LORD, save me!"
The Lord is gracious and righteous; our God is full of compassion.
'The Lord protects the simplehearted; when I was in great need, he saved me.
Be at rest once more, O my soul, for the Lord has been good to you.
For you, O Lord, have delievered my soul from death, my eyes from tears, my feet from stumbling, that i may walk before the Lord in the land of the living.'

I believe that life will be more exciting if we would just learn how to appreciate the little things that the Lord has done in our everyday life, just to catch our attention.

Over the past few weeks, I'm beginning to learn that God is always trying to reach out to us, to show us His love! God do show His love to us through Big and bombastic ways, like miracles, signs and wonders, but He often does it in small and simple ways that are often overlooked.

One thing in camp that I always enjoy doing is to watch the sunset. The view is really nice here in Gedong. But it also shows the great amount of effort that the Lord has made to craft out this beautiful piece of art for His people to enjoy.

Let's be simple hearted and choose to SEE the blessings of the Lord in our lives! Then we can truly say that The Lord has been good to ME!!

Jasper Bro!!

Do You Drag Your Feet to Work / School?

2009-02-02T14:25:00.004+08:00

Last year at work, I remembered I went through a period what I would call "The Trainer's Nightmare". I had started the year passionate about engaging, connecting and reaching out to young people through the work I do. As the workload piled up and things started bottlenecking, I began losing joy in the work that I do.

All i could remember about training then were (1) Scolding students; (2) Handling spoilt brats; (3) Can't wait for lesson to end.

Honestly, I really saw the students just like landscape scenery (like what Ps Melvyn shared yesterday)... sometimes even worst than that! There wasn't any joy in doing what I used to so passionately believed in. Work was like toil and the students were just like thorns in my flesh!

And then the Lord just spoke to me during one of my Quiet Time on this scripture:

Servants, do what you're told by your earthly masters. And don't just do the minimum that will get you by. Do your best. Work from the heart for your real Master, for God, confident that you'll get paid in full when you come into your inheritance. Keep in mind always that the ultimate Master you're serving is Christ. The sullen servant who does shoddy work will be held responsible. Being a follower of Jesus doesn't cover up bad work. - Colossians 3:22-25 (The Message)

That totally changed the way I thought about work and I began to open my eyes to see the need for Jesus in everyone of the students I taught onwards. When I renewed my mind with the Word of God, my attitude started to change and I began smiling more and was definitely more cheerful in my trainings with more convictions. i was back with Passion!

How about you today?

Are you toiling in the work / studies that you do?

Do you spend more time comparing, complaining and sulking at what things should have been?

Do you find no joy in the work / studies that you do daily?

Open your heart and mind to be renewed by the Word of God daily. Once you know that everything you do is not for yourself first, but the Lord... then you will give your best and all with a joyful heart. =D

Hmmm...

2009-01-27T22:23:00.001+08:00

Some Random Thoughts...

Which is more important???

Jasper Bro

The blood, the cross, the name

2009-01-25T21:16:00.003+08:00

Hey there, its me Vaze, enjoying the ending days of my civilian life...

Tonite is New Year's eve... and i want to bring a word to you before i depart for greater good that is about to come, the syndicate of the SAF...

In this season from 2009, pastor has been preaching a lot on the blood, the name and the cross of Jesus Christ... I believe that even in the coming G12 conference, you will hear more from the higher authrorities present...

Today, i wanna bring to you each of the 3 elements of my title and explain breifly why these 3 entities are the crux, the core, the power, the most most important thing of the Christian life...

1. The Blood

Blood, as we know, is the source of life... It symbolises something gravely important
Like blood oath, blood ties, blood sacrifice etc...

Blood is sacred, complex and pure, thats why mankind so far cannot replicate blood, thus u need to donate blood...

When Jesus shed blood, there is divine unlimited power in the blood...

The general shedding of blood is to cover sins... But specifically, each time Jesus shed blood on different parts of His body, curses and control of satan over every area of our lives is nullified

Example, the shedding of blood by the 39 lashes of whip on His back breaks control of diseases, illnesses and heals us... (Isaiah 53:5, with enlightenment from Ps Caesar)

The blood of Christ...
- Heals of all physical diseases = Isaiah 53:5 - By His wounds we are healed
- Cleanses us of all sins = Ephesians 1:7 - Redemption thru His blood, the forgiveness of sins
- Sanctifies/set apart you = Hebrews 10:10 - Made holy thru the sacrifice of Christ's body
(Other works of the blood are nt mentioned here)

2. The Name:

Phillipians 2:10 - at the name of Jesus, every knee bow, every tongue confess He is Lord
- The very name of God is the ultimate Holy word to say...
- Even till today, Jews do not speak of very Name of God, because its sacred and utmost Holy...

The name of God is so powerful that all must submit to that Name, and as we appropriate that Holy Name of God, we summon forth the authority of God to overcome all darkness, evil, challenges, bondages, sin...

The name is so strong that every evil spirit, demons, and even the devil itself have to FLEE before the very name of God, for the use of God's name calls forth His authority, glory, power, presence, in which no evil can withstand....

The Name of God is so sacred that Bible says that it is sin to blatantly misuse the Name of God...

The Name of God reveals the promises and character of God:
Jehovah Rapha - The Lord who Heals - Exodus 15:26
Jehovah Tsidkenu - The Lord of Righteousness - Jeremiah 23:6
Jehovah Shalom - The Lord of Peace - Judges 6:24
Jehovah Nissi - The Lord our Banner - Exodus 17:15
Jehovah Shammah - The Lord is Present - Ezekiel 48:35
Jehovah Sabaoth - The Lord of Armies (almighty in battles) - Isaiah 44:6
Jehovah Jireh - The Lord of Providence - Genesis 22:14
Jehovah Rohi - The Lord is my Shepherd - Psalms 23:1
(Taken from http://www.breadonthewaters.com/0030_Jehovah_names.html)

3. The Cross

The place of divine exchange, a place that separates life from death, failure and success

Before the Cross, we are once dead beings, but after we encounter and receive it, we become living beings (Dead to sin, alive in Christ) - It is the dividing line between death and life

Before the Cross, we were once people with weakness, failures, under the yoke and bondage of sin, but after the cross, we are set free from sin, able to experience breakthroughs in our lives...
- The dividing line between failure and success

The Cross also have other meanings and interpretations such as the site of divine exchange to change our sins to righteousness, our weakness to strength....

Conclusion:
- All these 3 entities are exceptionally powerful in the fight against sin, failures, challenges....
- People who really advance deeeply in God taps greatly into all these 3 entities
- The power of the 3 entities are so strong that it breaks EVERY demonic activity, spirit, temptation, sin and etc --> Critical for us to like a VICTORIOUS Life!!

Start appropriating the Name, Blood and the Cross in reverence for God!!!

Desperation

2009-01-20T09:40:00.004+08:00

Hello there, its VaZe here again...

As i read thru the bible about characters such as David, Paul, Elijah plus i heard about testimonies of miracles and wonders, i can't help but ask myself why God can use them so mightily and not me...

One of the Key? A desperate heart....
Desperate = Having a urgent need, desire + making one last ultimate effort or giving it all

I was talking to a sister one day when i suddenly made a statement - "If u wanna see God moving mightily in your life, having breakthroughs and miracles, u gotta be desperate for God"

Why must be desperate?
To the extent that we desire God, God will satisfy us...
If our hearts are lukewarm and not willing to go all out for God --> God will jus give us enough to satisfy our hearts --> No long term, deeper intimacy with God

Case study..
Look at the lives of David and Elijah, both are men of God who performed countless miracles and have victories everywhere they fight... But inside them is a desperation for God...

In David, the desperation for God can be seen when he is outcasted by his countrymen, with his son and his enemies trying to kill him, then in his anguish, he wrote many psalms that highlights his desperation for God - God is the only person he can turn to for help and vindication...

Elijah, when escaping from Jezebel, went to hide in a cave, wishing to die when he met and inquired of the Lord, highlighting his desperation for a solution from God to escape this ordeal when God finally appeared to him and gave him strength...

What now? How to be desperate for God...

First of all, to be desperate for God means that:
You know that nothing works out for you anymore, God is the only person u can turn to
If God doesn't work for you, its as good as 0% hope
Its like ur loved one is on the deathbed and nth will cure the person unless God heals
Its like holding on the edge of cliff and if God doesn't perform a miracle, u're gonna drop down

How to be desperate?
Being desperate is not something u can "force" youself to do and act... It has to be nurtured gradually... U need to pray and receive it from God... Ask Him to open ur heart and eyes to see and feel the urgent need for Him in your life...

AMEN!

YOU can be used by God!! Do good to others!!

2009-01-20T00:18:00.004+08:00

last thurday, i was late meeting up ej bcoz a foreigner was lost and needed direction at my LRT station.. (sorry bro for the 10min of delay) of coz!! WITHOUT DOUBT, i helped him, especially this year God is teaching us to love ya NEIGHbour(everyone) as ourselves..

that was not the 1st time God used me to help His people.. it certainly feels good to be used by God. feel specially joyful n meaningful helping people..

today was even more amazing!! i met the same "foreigner" in MRT!! haha..

initally i wasn't aware of him until he came over and asked me how to go to the AIRport from sengkang MRT.. i was completely shocked but with a calm face, i offered that he can sit with me to outram while i also need to be there to change train for school. this time round, i talked to him and got to know him that he's leaving singapore for his country. he smiled at me, i smiled at him. we communicated freely even there's some barrer.. actually, kinda missed him when we parted.. lol.. =D

unknowingly i now can freely and willingly avail help to others easily. i realised how much God has changed my life around to give to others instead of that selfish me who always want want want..

brothers, i strongly believe that we can be used by God to bless others lives, to each other. gathering together, we always have fun with one another. come on! let's up another level of brotherhood.. i can be who i am now becoz i have brothers rubbing my shoulders to wake up my idea, challenging me to grow stronger and bigger for God.. especially in this year of transformation, the more important we should be transformed within ourselves then to the others.. let's really love one another as ourselves!

Gal6:9-10
"Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers"

God can use you when we avail ourselves freely and willingly.. we can live a life supernaturally bocz of a supernatural God. i believe you can be a blessing to others.. jiayou!! Rise up to be a G12 leader!! G12 yi ji bang!!

INTERDEPENDANCE YO!! =)

C.N.Y "Love Thy Family" Applications

2009-01-19T13:34:00.004+08:00

EeJay: Take one day leave this week to help out with spring cleaning at home (particularly my own room)

Alvin: Talk more to Dad and helping Mum with housework proactively

Jonathan: Take leave and follow Dad to go bird-watching. Help Mum with housework.

Bobby: Initiate dinner with Dad. Do housework for Mum without complaining.

Gabriel: Help Mum prepae CNY dishes. Talk more with Dad and help with furniture arrangements.

Daryl: Visit and spend time with Mum. Talk more with Dad. Help Grandma with housework.

Jasper: Eat breakfast with Mum. Talk more with Dad and support him through acts of service - Make Dad proud of children.

Andre: Help Mum with housework. Spend time with Dad e.g. shopping

Leonard Seow: Help Mum with spring cleaning. Spend time talk to Dad.

Junjie: Go extra mile in doing housework regime.

Nelson: Accompany parents to Chinatown

Frans: Wash car for Mum

Wayne: Drive family around during CNY. Help in washing dishes.

Jaren: Have meal with Mum. Initiate responsive conversation with Dad.

Intentions without Actions = Nothing!

Exciting to see all of us listing down these aims and goals... no it is time to put actions to what we say! Go for it! =D

Say "NO" to double life!! BE TRANSPARENT!! always Truthful.. =)

2009-01-16T01:25:00.003+08:00

today had a meet up with ej.. wah!! a long time since we two can really sit down and catch up.. i am glad to know this great guy of God.. he inspired me lots and encouraged me lots..

3 years back.. i told myself this "EEeee yer!! who is this!! y CHUP so much into my life!! Church is church, my life is my life"
but found myself growing so much under his guidance and mentorship..

i looked back and find all these so impossible.. well, these all started when i decided to open my life and be TRANSPARENT TOTALLY.. (i must admit it took a whole lot out of me to say everything from the past)

i can still rember the words i told him that even as our relationship is not close, i want to be SUCK his power for God.. lol.. and our journey of friendship/mentorship/discipleship started from there.. calling him everyday and accounting nv was difficult for me.. dialogue with him is always easy.. i want to grow in the Lord, he helps me with it by sharing his.. i ALWAYS ask questions, he clears the doubt for me.. all these came easy bcoz i am serious about growing and building my foundation on JESUS!! =D

being serious in growing, i told myself i cannot live a double life.. in church one pattern, outside pattern more than badmington.. understanding i got old friends and circumstances that will jio jio me back to my old self. But i stood firm and told myself God MUST comes 1st! i hold myself tightly with ej in accounting my TRUE thoughts and feelings with him.. knowing and believing God will use my leader to guide me.. (that's y i am under him..) and he helped me, advised me and groomed me.. my walk becomes easier and faster..

the Lord always wants to build us, His people.. but we really need to stop all foolish acts of living a double life.. being open and transparent is the KEY to a renew life..

1Cor13:11
"When i was a child, i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i reasoned like a child. When i became a man, i put my CHILDISH ways behind me"

Let's Grow Up brothers for the Lord! Glory be to Him!!

Rember: our decision determines our destiny!!
where and who you want to be 5 years down the road?? think about it man!! (i don't care what people will say! i'm running after YOU!! woohoo!!)

Basic Inquiries (BI)

2009-01-07T23:32:00.004+08:00

Hey guys... VaZe here...

This is my first post after the a levels... tonight i wanna share on the title above: Basic Inquiries

I've talked to some of Julee girls, 12 and 144 level, as well as Alvin's side and EJ's side and i realized some common topics that ppl have which i hope to address... To the people out there, do you face the problem of:

#1. Huh? How do I noe whether this comes from God or not??
#2 Quiet Time?? How to do when i got no time?

Qn 1: How do i noe wat i hear comes from God or nt???

Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world --- 1 John 4:1

When u seem to hear something, but dunno whether from God or nt, u can try this:
- Cross Refer to ur bible, if wat u hear contradict with the bible, its nt from God...

- Ask ur leaders for higher spiritual consultation

- Question/Test the spirit which tells u... (If spirit can talk to u, u can talk to them wat!!)
Ask whether Jesus Christ is Lord and King or nt...
Evil spirits will never admit the Christ is Lord and are terrified at the name of God...
Godly spirits will glorfy Jesus and will proclaim that He is Lord...
* If u enocunter an ungodly spirit talking to ya, pls reject in name of Jesus immediately (simple!)

Qn 2: QT? NO TIME!!
As how they do their QT and get some pointers from there...

WILLPOWER & DISCIPLINE!!!!

Many of us dun do QT -- Got too much work!!
So... Less/No QT = More time = Faster complete work!

I tell u the the truth... No QT = No power + No focus + No determination + No recharge = Slower complete work!!!! So think again!!!

I am a student and gone thru the same thing all of u gone thru - No time, tired!! I slp at 1am and wake at 5.30am everyday to rush to college to do QT... After college rush to AIRPORT to study there till abt 2330hrs, then reached home at 0030hrs... cycle repeats again and again

When i'm like tired + wanna give up, God speaks to me and empowers me thru QT verses...
He spoke to me when i'm at Airport studying one nite..."Son, I am here... Fight on like a gd soldier of Christ, undergo the strict training to win the crown that lasts in ur results!!" - (God paraphrase from 1 Cor 9:23-25 to me)

****** If u dun do QT, u will never find the strength to last the year or even the month!******

NO Quiet Time
= Cannot fight the temptation + deception of evil one (no power to shoot back the evil one)
= Cannot pray effectively (Cannot quote the Holy words of God to empower prayer)
= No promises to cling onto support when bad times come (Word of God are promises to us)

***** Ultimately, spiritual breakdown --> mental + physical breakdown ******

MORE qn to do ur QT?? come to me... can preach for hours on QT....

Cell Fund Matters

2009-01-04T22:35:00.004+08:00

I apologise for any incovenience and uneasiness with this post on the financial department of EJAO combined cell a.k.a CELL FUND...

Understand that we just transit over into a new year of 2009, ending 2008 witha BIG BANG!!! A lot of stuffs piled up at the end of 08... My Hope Project, Cell Retreat, Countdown Party, so thats why cell fund matters is chucked one side... Agreed & Understandable...

I'm here to shed some light on cell fund matters to enlighten some newcomers and some not-so-new veterans who are still blur abt this system

Purpose of Cell Fund: To incultivate into each member a sense of contribution to the body (cell) as well as a sense of belonging (very PCA i know, but must still say it)

Uses of Cell Fund: To pay for members birthday cakes, presents, subsides for official cell events such as retreats and outings (Quite self explanatory, still dunno? please come find me)

People in charge of cell fund: Cheong Jun Jie/JJ & Ee Jay only... Just like every country finance minister, i report directly to the BOSS EJ

* I know its kinda dumb to instruct who to pay cell fund to, but i need to cover all areas of possible blurness and excuses

How much to pay?
As of effect from 1 October 2008, all members under the combined EJAO cell AGE 18 & above are required to pay $2 per sunday

As of effect from 1 October 2008, all members under the combined EJAO cell AGE 17 & below are only required to pay $1 per sunday

Examples:
Jan 2009 have 4 sundays, 18 & above pay $8, below 18 pay $4 for mnth
Nov 2008 have 5 sundays, 18 & above pay $10 below 18 pay $5 for mnth
(very easy math, still have a problem? Try re-study ur primary 1-4 math textbooks)

Methods and mediums of payment:
ONLY cash in SGD, exact amount greatly appreciated...

I DO NOT accept foreign currencies, NETS, VISA, GIRO, CREDIT CARDS
(please spare a thought for my life)

Who needs to pay?
Currently, 16 people are obligated to pay cell fund:
Alvin
Andre
Bobby
Daryl
EJ
Frans
Gabriel
Hafiz
Jaren
Jasper
Johnathan
Jun Jie
Leonard Koh
Leonard Seow
Nelson
Wayne

* If your name is not in the above list, you do nt need to pay to cell fund YET
please try nt to gung-ho/rambo to start pay cell fund cos its a long, costly commitment...

Conclusion:
Money is always a sticky issue to handle... please make my job a joy.. yeah?? Thanks.. God bless the cell fund... AMEN!